it's term test week!

yep....baru 1 bulan 2 minggu belajar, kite dah ade term test. today's the 3rd day. alhamdulillah...hari ni, bagi me, lebih baik drpd semalam n kelmarin.

hari isnin yg baru lepas nie, me ade principles of inorganic and physical chemistry test. 50 markah...tk boleh main2! bila mula2 nk tulis jawapan tu..Ya Allah...mcm nk kejang tangan! nervous sakan sey... menggigil pon ade. tapi, nasib sgt2 baik..sbb me tk kena mental block! hmmmm...paper tu ok ah... nk ckp senang, tk jugak. sbb me tk ingat certain calculation methods.

seriously... me belajar dari buku pon, ada concepts yg me tk faham.. tp camne nk tanye lah kan? tkkn nk call tutor malam2! i can just imagine ms Quah giving her most disapproving look! actually, pattern soalan2 yg ade kt test paper were quite similar dgn example2 kt lecture notes..tp tu lah... me tk faham camne the lecturer reach to this point, that point..kenape multiply dgn bende ni..etc etc.

n i think, i've blown a six-marks question by not bothering to do a simple addition. yep.

hmmm...dpt 25 marks pon jadilah....harap2 me tk fail...

ckp pasal fail kan...i failed a PIPC pop tutorial quiz by just half a mark. 4/9. oh well. -_-' quizzes/pop quizzes yang lain..sejauh nie, pass ah... *syukur..*

hah..!

semalam pulak.... was a terrible, terrible day for me! i havent mastered 'exponential growth', 'exponential decay' n 'half-life' punye calculations... n i think there was 2 or 3 questions related to that..so, i didnt know how to solve those questions. but i didnt leave the Q's blank ok? i just did what my head says.. 'differentiation' pon me blm master... agak frustrated jugak sbb tk pasti nk simplify camne lagi! haiz~~ betul ar... me sedih sgt2 pasal math... in the middle of the paper pon me dah discouraged. mcm nk vent my frustration kuat2! hmmm...me tk rase me akan pass... setakat 40% harapan je ah...

then, semalam pon ade communication skill (interpersonal skills) test. haiz~~ me tk tahu lah kenape..but i just cant seem to understand the questions given.. lambat betul nk digest! tiba2 me teringat english comprehension...haiz~ same problem! bace punye bace (the questions, i mean)..me still tk pasti jawapan ape/bagaimana yang perlu diberi. nak tulis dialog yang sesuai pon susah!

my sad n feeling-helpless mood lasted all night... me langsung tk semangat nk belajar untuk hari nie nye test. tgk tv je... dah tu, pukul 11 lebih mlm baru nk buka nota. itu pon baca setakat satu tutorial worksheet..mcm tk kuase nk bace..terus tido!

pagi tadi je ah baru timbul semangat nk belajar. me sampai sekolah pukul 9 lebih, duduk kt concourse level diam2 (wlwpon environmentnya semakin lama semakin bising).. and study human anatomy and physiology notes. me nk bace cepat2 pon susah jugak... nk kena bace sloooow jd info masuk dlm kepala.. masalahnya, waktu semakin singkat n i had 4 topics worth of notes nk cover. topic 4 dah ok. topic 3 ok. topic 1 me dah mula kelam-kabut (sbb dah pukul 10.40 +/- gitu)..n notes for topic 2 me flip through je..padahal topic tu important jugak!

masuk dlm lecture theatre...hmmm..tawakkal je ah...buat ape yg me mampu. alhamdulillah... mudah pulak paper tadi. cuma ade satu soalan yang me tersangkut. worth 2 marks. selepas dah habis, me sempat tanye my classmate.. jawapan yg dia beri made me think that "oh! looks like i answered wrongly!" paper tu 50 markah jugak... tapi me tk expect dapat 45 n above ah... sbb ade soalan yg me jwb tk cukup points.

ok ah... me rase ni je buat mase ni... byk idea nk ckp tp malas nk type. i think i've had enough brain-cracking (to figure out the best way to write and arrange correct sentences) for today.

OH WAIT!

to aszafirah n liyana: IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO PROUD OF YOU GUYS! korg berani mencuba! n congrats for getting into the next level... hmmm...i must watch you guys bertikam lidah... nk tahu jugak camne gelagat korg kt stage =D

dah, dah.. this post ends here. bye-bye!