Something about what he said, or the way he said it, ticked me off. My immediate response (in my head, of course. I am not one to say out loud. That'll be disrespectful, isn't?) was: don't assume. You don't know me well enough. You don't know all of me yet.

Maybe it was my ego that got brushed. I don't know. I'm now trying to tell myself over and over that it is Allah who is reminding me thru him, even though i feel i don't need a reminder about That. Coz i'm fully aware that That is what i'm working on. Probably he doesn't know coz probably i've not communicated it with him.

I shared what i shared to apply on my own life, my own domain. It was merely highlighting and sharing of info. I don't wish to impose on others. Because i hold on to the saying, 'be lenient with others, be hard with self'.

Sure, i can read up wide and deep. And choose the opinion whose evidence makes more sense to me. I already know that. I haven't read up wide and deep; what i have read so far is agreeable to my mind and heart, so i have made my choice.

Maybe it was my ego that got brushed. Astaghfirullah..

I need to listen more openly and not be sensitive. I am usually not sensitive but i guess, occasionally i get tired of holding up my wall.. that's when negative emotions slip in.

Need to build my wall thicker and taller, ey? To be a constant positive cheerful force.