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YAWN!!! i'm tired, man! my eyes hurt! but i need to update this blogspot...!i know i know...dah lame jgk tk blog...yelah..org lain conquer computer nie!!
tomorrow ade qiyamullail kt sekolah..me tk ingat ah macam mane nk solat tasbih! haiz~~~ nvm ah..
b4 i forget...there's an article about nirwana jainal today..kt BH..dah basi sey information tu..it's been one month since the particular day...hmm..ni lah akibatnye kalau dah tkde bende lain nk tulis!
today..nothing special...i was extremely bored..! for 5 hour..i've done nothing beneficial...i did the word puzzles.. murajaah surah ma'idah for tahfiz exam (15-25 june)...n read junk magazines..8 days to be specific!
u might wonder...macam manelah budak nie boleh bwk majalah 8 days kt sekolah???!! tk kene confiscate ke?? well, i guess we can blame it on sir ghani, our english teacher, a former ri teacher n student..hmm...he brags a lot..but nvm..i think i can live w/ it..nwei..he told us to be 'open-minded...liberal..' so he brought us magazines...time, reader's digest, 8days, ikea mag...bla bla..i doubt that those office-women know anything...
then, at 220pm...went to dewan..kene kemas for qiyam...but i didn't really help out...i just sat there..looking into space...b.o.r.i.n.g! my fren calls me sleepyhead..which suits me very well..honest!
gtg now...dont want to get caught! bye

continued....

hmm...when i see some of the my friends' faces..there! ..sadness..regrets..self-pity all jumbled up! but..WHAT WERE THEY THINKING BEFORE ALL THIS???!!! DONT U PEOPLE THINK?! THINK??! it's typical...i'm just clueless... look at Kamaliah..she didn't even show her regret...she might be a strong person inside, i wouldn't know!..but i've been watching her all these years...she's wasting all her energy into something else...she has the talents..but she lets it gathers dust inside the attic of her head! ok, i admit..maybe she has talents somewhere else..like writing song lyrics..but she shouldn't fool around...
soem students just don't care...whereas I..could just cry thinking of my studies...even if i just flop a bit..or when i think of the future...what lies behind the veil of time??...i guess that i'm striving so hard for perfection..well, not entirely...but i REALLY want to prove that i can..hmm~~~ i feel heavy now..
there's a lot to do now...i'm representing my school in the kuiz at aljunied..but i'm just the reserved player...n the other team members - kak shahidah,kk na'imah and kk hazwani - are working together w/o me..i can feel it..i know that they might blame me for being arrogant or reluctant to discuss w/ them..but i see IT on kk shahidah's expression...like just now, at school..i thought they haven't split up the subjects...but they have,actually, excluding me... oh man! i feel like an outcast..! HELLOOO!!i'm trying to work with u guys here!!so dont discriminate me,ok??!! we've got a mega important job to do!! we have to win this!! so, cooperate ok??!!
for ur info, our school is a two-time winner..2002 n 2003..so, this year, if we win, we'll take the CUP home...to alsagoff... sigh~~~ burden..buden..! remember that i once said there's a price for being the top girl in school??? well, this is just one of them...of coure, it's a pleasure to 'mengharumkan' nama madrasah..but...if u know what i mean..well, good! i dont want to explain...
ok lah..i've got to go now...nak solat asar ah...see u later! adios!

...and the result of the day is....

hey there...
i got my exam result today...THE WHITE PAPER..and i got CEMERLANG..
80%-89.99%...it's okay i guess...i've been expecting it..but NO! it's not!!!
i aim for SANGAT CEMERLANG..n not just 90%-92%..i WANT to get 93%-95%!! i crave for it! but..i admit, it's easier said than done..you know that, don't u, liyana??! you weren't serious studying...u didn't revise properly..u just read like u're scanning some boring political magazine..half-heartedly..i bet only 40% of the information managed to squeeze into ur head!!! YOU TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED, LIYANA!! please don't! stop ur bad habit! coz u dont know when GOD would suddenly take it away from u..n you know u'll be miserable!
i dont know what's wrong w/ me..anyway..i think it's a pattern..mase menengah 1 pon i got cemerlang..both semester..but i really hope that i can make it to the stars next semester..
i heard there's 11 failures, out of 26 students in my class...hmm..i know it's terrible..thy're losing it man..n i dont want to be one of them..dropping like flies...i don't like to be like Murni..her marks really dropped man..but not dramatically lah! 80% of the subjects, she got average or just a bit better..she failed 1 or 2 subjects...haiz~~ i dont know what's been distracting her..maybe her sister's departure to malaysia this saturday,29/5/04...hmmm

sunday....heck!

hi people....how's life...???
hmm...yesterday, i went to Woodlands Center w/ my mum n little sis... we bought 2 travel bags...n as usual, si aqila tu nk beli bag jugak!! haiz~~ macam tk cukup bag kt rumah! mak pun ape kurangnye! pantang nampak bag..!!! i was reluctant..and annoyed...tkkan da ade bag yg lebih besar..bergune..masih nk beli lagi!!! WASTE betul!!! bukan nak save duit!! for ur information, i'm a money-saving freak! i usually save my school money...even force myself not to buy things that i like..n can afford...but lately i've been spending my sch money on food...i mean, normally, i buy bread or $1 worth canteen food...n drink from the watercooler...but as i said, lately i've been craving for $1.50 nasi lemak...nasi goreng...nasi ayam...nasi sambal goreng...yum!! yelah..maybe u can afford...but for me..it's ok..tp nanti i can't save more...haiz~~~ entah lah...
then, we went to causeway point..to courts..n bought a digital camera.. oh! how i longed(is the tense correct?) to hold my OWN camera and SHOOT photos the way i like....! of course, it's not 100% mine..it's just that, now, i can bring the camera anywhere..like school functions, holidays, competitions..etc..n photograph my own memory... well, at first, we thought of buying ordinary camera w/ zoom..it's better.. but, after much considering and seeing that the salesperson had tried and shown us the functions/specialities of the camera, we relented..! it's a sony cybershot...boleh lah...
then...around 5 pm..brader came home..n u know what he got??? LORD OF THE RINGS:THE RETURN OF THE KING vcd!!!!! i was damn happy, man! and for about 3 solid hours and 20 mins...my eyes were glued to the 11 academy award-winning film...it was SUPERB!!
i think that all for now...i've got lots of things to do...n my dad keeps looking here...haiz~~~ org nak main pon susah...! die dah berjam-jam..nearly 24/7 mengadap computer!!!

aloha people!!!!

A'kum semue!!!!
i've just created my own blogspot....!! or shall i say...online diary??? i'm not sure why i did this...but it's kinda exciting to have my OWN website...even if it's just a simple one...
ok...insha ALLAH...i'll keep you posted of what's been happening in my life....
let's just hope my schoolmates won't find out about this blogspot...i don't want them spying and sneaking on(or in?) my journal...but..if you've discovered this thing...just keep to yourself, ok? n tell me ur name....
hmmm..i guess that's all for now...
bye...a'kum!!! *see you later*