...and the result of the day is....

hey there...
i got my exam result today...THE WHITE PAPER..and i got CEMERLANG..
80%-89.99%...it's okay i guess...i've been expecting it..but NO! it's not!!!
i aim for SANGAT CEMERLANG..n not just 90%-92%..i WANT to get 93%-95%!! i crave for it! but..i admit, it's easier said than done..you know that, don't u, liyana??! you weren't serious studying...u didn't revise properly..u just read like u're scanning some boring political magazine..half-heartedly..i bet only 40% of the information managed to squeeze into ur head!!! YOU TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED, LIYANA!! please don't! stop ur bad habit! coz u dont know when GOD would suddenly take it away from u..n you know u'll be miserable!
i dont know what's wrong w/ me..anyway..i think it's a pattern..mase menengah 1 pon i got cemerlang..both semester..but i really hope that i can make it to the stars next semester..
i heard there's 11 failures, out of 26 students in my class...hmm..i know it's terrible..thy're losing it man..n i dont want to be one of them..dropping like flies...i don't like to be like Murni..her marks really dropped man..but not dramatically lah! 80% of the subjects, she got average or just a bit better..she failed 1 or 2 subjects...haiz~~ i dont know what's been distracting her..maybe her sister's departure to malaysia this saturday,29/5/04...hmmm