penat sey..!!penat sangat!

i went out again today..dr pagi smpi petang, sebelum maghrib.
belum pon rase penat dr semalam reda..hari nie nk kena keluar jugak!
Dlm pukul 9.40 pg gitu, me bertolak ke rumah kamaliah, nk ambik balik form relite camp..me submitkn form tu untuk dia..selepas tu, gi ang mo kio plak, jumpe ayah kt luar mrt stn, jln gi blok nenek, jumpe mak n aqila, n then naik teksi pegi madrasah aljunied.
Pasal ape??????
Beli buku aqila lah! Ape lagi!
Kenapelah me kena pegi sane?! Tk suka sey..byk sgt ujian...tp alhamdulillah...everything was fine. The place was quite crowded, tingkat dua ar..
Dlm pukul 12.30 tghari, keluar dr aljunied. Mak, ayah n aqila pegi banquet..me plak pegi kmbgn..naseb baik kt rumah dah makan sikit, tp rase lapar tu ade ah.
Me janji dgn `adilah n juwairiah kt kmbgn ctrl stn pukul 1 ptg..i tot me sampai lambat..rupenye, me jugak yg first..tunggu punye tunggu, `adilah sms jumpe kt masjid kasim je, dier lambat. Juwairiah plak, sampai dlm pukul 1.05-1.10 ptg..ok ar tu..
By that time, I was already tired..
Solat kt masjid, tunggu `adilah..dia sampai, kite discuss nk pegi mane selepas submit form camp tu.. lama jugak sey pikir..bukan ape, at first, nak pegi rumah ust faridah..mcm tk sah gitu klw hari raye tk pegi rumahnye..tp tk jd, sbb ust faridah nk keluar "awak beritahu last minute!" alamak, ustazah...sori sori..
Pegi pergasnye counter, submit 4 forms..dpt discount $10..so satu org $15..alhamdulillah..save jugak duit!
You know, i like being in masjid kasim.. tpt solat nye luas jugak..terang..but quite open ah..tpt ambil wuduk pon ter-exposed klw tirainye tk tutup betul...but I like sitting in the prayer hall anyway..
Kite cume dpt letter memberitahu mase n tempat berkumpul..that is, 11am at Darussalam mosque..siap kasi how-to-go info...good thing I've been to the mosque several times.. mase o level nye period..si juwai tu da "eh! Kite pergi same2 eh..pergi same2 eh..." aiya! Mcmlah ana n adilah nak tglkn dier sorang2..
Lepas tu, kite mkn kt kedai mkn kt depan masjid tu..i ordered nasi paprik...nmpk sedap giler sey..tp biler mkn, fuyo..menangis gue! Betul..air mata keluar meleleh..nasib baik tk bercucuran! *heh* mmg sedap ar..
Lame jugak me mkn..juwai habes dulu..`adilah dier gi kedai buku jap..dah habes mkn kite same2 patah balik pegi kedai buku tu sbb adilah nk beli cd untuk anak sedarenye.. thoughtful, no??
Dah tu, baru kite naik mrt pegi bedok..nak pergi rumah farahin..waduh~ me dah betul2 penat, mcm nk balik je..adilah pon ah penat jugak..
Kt rumah farahin, solat asar..duduk dlm more than 30 minutes ar..relax sikit..dlm pukul 5.10 kite berangkat pulang..
Dlm bus 65, kite listkan barang2 yg perlu dibawa..sbb kite tk diberitahu ape yg perlu dibawa..haiz~ me smsed one of the organizers (or is it organizing committee members??), dia kate ianya akan diberitahu esok..anyway, we thought of as many things as we could..but my mind was already tired..we managed to list quite a lot of things.. one thing that is important to me..TORCHLIGHT..setiap kali ade camp..benda tu lah yg penting. Oh well~
Dlm bus 969 plak..tk byk benda yg dibualkan..me pon dah tk kuase nk berbual sgt..mcm nk tutup mate je..tp kite berdiri..tk pelah..
Sampai rumah sebelum maghrib...badan mmg lah penat..mcm nk tido je..but I ended up surfing the net..chatted (itu past tense nye kan??) with kak nadiah (it's always good to talk to you, really =D) while checking my mails..gi friendster..blog ahlulquran...tk byk perkara ar...
Pukul 12 lebih pg, baru me tido.. before that, a few of my friends sent me their birthday wishes...hmmm..thanks! very thoughtful of you :)
Ok people, itu je me nk cerite buat mase nie..tk byk perkara yg berlaku..so this entry may be mundane..sorry.


** this entry was written on Wednesday, 30th November 2005. saved the first few lines on the previous day (29 November) n published the whole story today (30 November)

AVADA KEDAVRA!!!!!!!!!

for your info, that's the Killing Curse which killed cedric, sirius and the latest victim, albus...the great wizard whom i've grown fond of.. sob~sob~
i have to admit..i was quite depressed when i finished reading the sixth harry potter book..*yeah, i am/was happy that i finally got hold of the book...after waiting WEEKS to read it..bcoz of o level* i actually slept with a distressed heart..you know, feeling that something is/was amiss..n that hollow n sinking feeling.. god! i just hate it when i feel that way! coz it makes me uncomfortable..not relaxed..fidgety..what else?!
**i finished the book in one day..12-13 hours, glued on (or is it 'to'??) my bed..not eating until 9/10 something pm..oh well~*
that was yesterday..n today, you know what i did????????
i watched HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE..or as kak ummu put it "..and the GOBLOK of fire" *chuckles*
it was FANTASTIC...MUCH MUCH BETTER than the third instalment.seriously! the director has definitely done a great job! bravo! there are/were lots of scene that i like. n the obvious part which i dread(ed) most is...when cedric died. it was a quick one though..not much action or struggle there..just "who are you..( n something n something)..?" "kill the (umm..i didnt catch the words)..!" "avada kedavra" green light..n cedric was dead.
ehem..honestly, the actor who play(s/ed) cedric is good looking..there's no denying that..i, myself, am awed (or is it just 'awed'??) to look at to look at his face (which looks like it's been carved excellently or something) n his eyes..n rosy cheeks (huh? are his cheeks really rosy, or is it just make-up??)..i said this to my friends who watched the movie with me..but i think i looked a bit too dreamy..so they started to say "liyana..~~!" with the sort of expression that you see when someone doesnt believe his decent friend has done something bizarre,ridiculous or so-not-like-him/her..you get what i mean??
yeah, well, it's not really like me (not "really not like me" ya!) to actually confess that a boy/guy/man is good-looking..so, i really mean what i say when i say it.
hmm..im worn out right now, so i wont comment any further about the fabulous movie..just.."IT'S SOOOO DAMN GOOD THAT I WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN N AGAIN N AGAIN....N IM VERY SAD COZ CEDRIC DIED..AS IF THE ACTOR HIMSELF DIED..SOB~SOB~ SO YOUNG..SO TALENTED..SO GOOD-LOOKING" i ACTUALLY wish that time could be turned back..n cedric would not have died..his death could have been prevented, somehow..silly isnt it?? i feel so much for what happened in the book/movie that i kind of treat it as if it's real...you understand what im saying??!

on to the next subject..as you may see, i've changed my template. it's supposed to mark my comeback, but unfortunately, im soo not thrilled about this layout..i prefer the previous one, much more space in the 'entries' part..but i wont change to that one again for now..am trying to find another layout that i may just like..

o level has passed,n so, i can now go 'jln raya-ing' (visiting families/friends/relatives)..tomorrow's supposed to be 'jalan raye kelas' but i canceled it, coz less than 6 persons can make it..n imaginably not many houses to visit..coz most of my classmates are 'jln raya-ing' in their own groups..im not really disappointed..but the fact that this year i wont be visiting my schoolmates' houses does not make me feel good or happy..not that im sad or anything..n the fact that the sec4s go in groups which might make other people left out. not me though..i find it acceptable. well~ mcm tk best gitu tk dpt jalan raye satu kelas..or at least, most people in the class. hmmmmm....

another thing: i dont really feel excited or breathe a sigh of relief, now that im a free man..no more studying for me for the time being..n no more going to school...however, these things mean that i have to do more housework..it's become a chore, something that my parents expect me to do..want me to do...order me to do.. i know, i know, it's a good thing for a girl like me..my parents have 'explained' it to me..so hold your comments.

i really want to make the best of this holiday. (is the sentence structure correct?) im dreaming of taking up silat class, or taekwando, n calligraphy class, and a foreign language class (french perhaps?)...plus, fill the holiday with lots n lots of activities..like camps, workshops etc..ummm..how about work??? nah..i dont feel like it right now..im still a child..*smirks*

i wish to write more...to fill you in about what's happening, what im thinking and all..but i need to stop. let me tell you this: i had to restart my computer twice (or thrice..cant remember) n save my text a couple of times, just to ensure that this nice long story wont disappear forever.i nearly lost my patience though..with the tiredness n moodlessness..i might have just stopped midway if the computer got stuck again!

ok people..see you later.

p/s: im thinking of writing an entry about my o level examinations...what subjects i took..how were the papers..how was my performance..my prediction et cetera et cetera..we'll see =)

p/p/s: the Unforgivable Curses are really...cruel! very dangerous! very bad!

p/p/p/s: NLB's doubled the loan limit!! im very happy! yey~

*as i finished this entry, the time on my hp showed 0016 hours...so i watched the movie yesterday, 17/11/05..n read the 6th HP book on 16/11/05 (most of the time of that day).