ish! i havent REALLY study!! i do nothing except surfing the net.. n i barely have anything useful in my empty head! haiz~~ apelah nk jd dgn kau, liyana!!! klw salah satu team member tk dtg camne??? sape salah? kau jgk kn?! *nightmare* tu ah...tul jugak ape kau kate...aku kene bersedia (macam RE-AL aje?!)..seram gak biler pikirkan possibility nie...mintak2 djauhkan..ameeeeen...
hmmm, dah bukak sekolah nie, i ought to set my aim..some resolution!..like it will work?!..mayb i should think about next year's kuiz..so i better start doing n compiling notes..oh my god...let's just get to the point...IM NERVOUS-WRECK..WORRIED..PANIC..what else?? im not good on adjectives..too bad..mayb i should look into the thesaurus..need more powerful word..
actually, i have many stories to tell, like..went to hajrah's last saturday..peristiwa ngarutz first day of school..maulid..ntah ape lg...niwei i found aks nye blog..aszafirahnye dah lame jumpe..n have i told u before, I'M SICK IN THE HEAD??!!
i juz LUV 'tis song..so meaningful..so beautiful
Desert Rose
Words and music by Sting
(CHORUS)
I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in vain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand
I dream of fire
Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire
And in the flames
The shadows play in the shape of the man's desire
This desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this
And now she turns
This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams
This fire burns
I realize that nothing's as it seems
(CHORUS)
I dream of rain
I lift my gaze to empty skies above
I close my eyes
The rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of her love
(CHORUS)
Sweet desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of love
Words and music by Sting
(CHORUS)
I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in vain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand
I dream of fire
Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire
And in the flames
The shadows play in the shape of the man's desire
This desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this
And now she turns
This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams
This fire burns
I realize that nothing's as it seems
(CHORUS)
I dream of rain
I lift my gaze to empty skies above
I close my eyes
The rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of her love
(CHORUS)
Sweet desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of love
hmmm
asal tk leh publish properly ah?? hmmm..nvm..whatever...next time me check again...need to log off...
AaaaaAAAhh...! *relieved*
yesterday, last exam..re-take juz 5..it was better..tp dpt dgn ust qusairy :O..tk pe ah..hrp2 markah bukan 1 mark lebih tinggi jek! :p..i know, i was suppose to take juz 7..but when i looked at the verses, it seems foreign to me, which means BAD NEWS! as i have totally forgotten it...*DOSA*..n i know i can't make it..so i better re-polish my juz 5, rite??
hari tues,wed,n yesterday went to school..the first two ade kelas sastera..n practice dgn team members yg lain..n the latter cuci sekolah - me bersihkan domestic room - N practice lagik..but all the practices were unsatisfactory to me! i dunno..but i feel that we haven't REALLY practice..tk take things seriously...soalan plak tk byk...me yg semangat bwk test papers etc..tp tk digunakan..i wanted to blurt it out, that it's better if we practice on the questions..N previous Q's arent enough..but i cant..i'm the minor here..so i guess i dont want to interfere..
anyway, about the cleaning day..FUN is the word..me n kamaliah 'invade' sarang lipas kt kabinet bawah sink..turned out students cleaning the domestic room in previous years DIDNT touch that part..so paham2 je lah..dah byk telur kt situ...dah lah my kasut dah berlubang kt tpk..abis masuk sume air2 kotor..tk pe ah..me tk heran..then the sink pulak bocor..tp sebelah kirinye ah..biler kite bukak kabinet tu, ade basin..yuck! ade mould..green colour..n I did the job of throwing the water away..*brace myself* scrub sane, korek sini..haiz~ squirt sabun belambak2..akhirnye..bersih gak ah territory tu..walaupon ade corner yg kite tk leh sental..nvm..at least kite kasi jgk chance kt lipas2 tu..jd population nye tk pupus, ye tak?? :B..keje lain yg kite (me, kamaliah, farahin, raihana, n kak ummu) buat, cuci gelas, lap stove, bersihkan fridge, lap counters, buang tu buang nih, n last sekali raihana mop..dlm 2 hour ah keje..from 8 to 10..kamaliah kate mungkin kite lah generasi yg first n last to clean the cabinet bawah sink tu! hehe.. biasak ah..kite kan cosiderate..good citizen lah katekan! wahahaha..ngarutz lah ko nie, liyana! lepas tu..tunggu makanan..dpt nasi lemak..sedap oii! mcm nk ambik lg satu bungkus!
hmm..best gak dpt jumpe kwn2, ketawe2, make jokes, tell stories and all..n i know when i leave school..i'm going to miss it..i will..definitely..thinking about it now makes me all teary too..haiz~ feeling ah!
hari tues,wed,n yesterday went to school..the first two ade kelas sastera..n practice dgn team members yg lain..n the latter cuci sekolah - me bersihkan domestic room - N practice lagik..but all the practices were unsatisfactory to me! i dunno..but i feel that we haven't REALLY practice..tk take things seriously...soalan plak tk byk...me yg semangat bwk test papers etc..tp tk digunakan..i wanted to blurt it out, that it's better if we practice on the questions..N previous Q's arent enough..but i cant..i'm the minor here..so i guess i dont want to interfere..
anyway, about the cleaning day..FUN is the word..me n kamaliah 'invade' sarang lipas kt kabinet bawah sink..turned out students cleaning the domestic room in previous years DIDNT touch that part..so paham2 je lah..dah byk telur kt situ...dah lah my kasut dah berlubang kt tpk..abis masuk sume air2 kotor..tk pe ah..me tk heran..then the sink pulak bocor..tp sebelah kirinye ah..biler kite bukak kabinet tu, ade basin..yuck! ade mould..green colour..n I did the job of throwing the water away..*brace myself* scrub sane, korek sini..haiz~ squirt sabun belambak2..akhirnye..bersih gak ah territory tu..walaupon ade corner yg kite tk leh sental..nvm..at least kite kasi jgk chance kt lipas2 tu..jd population nye tk pupus, ye tak?? :B..keje lain yg kite (me, kamaliah, farahin, raihana, n kak ummu) buat, cuci gelas, lap stove, bersihkan fridge, lap counters, buang tu buang nih, n last sekali raihana mop..dlm 2 hour ah keje..from 8 to 10..kamaliah kate mungkin kite lah generasi yg first n last to clean the cabinet bawah sink tu! hehe.. biasak ah..kite kan cosiderate..good citizen lah katekan! wahahaha..ngarutz lah ko nie, liyana! lepas tu..tunggu makanan..dpt nasi lemak..sedap oii! mcm nk ambik lg satu bungkus!
hmm..best gak dpt jumpe kwn2, ketawe2, make jokes, tell stories and all..n i know when i leave school..i'm going to miss it..i will..definitely..thinking about it now makes me all teary too..haiz~ feeling ah!
email from siti nuraisyah, Wed 230604
Kubur Setiap Hari Menyeru Manusia Sebanyak Lima (5) Kali ...
1. Aku rumah yang terpencil,maka kamu akan senang dengan selalu membaca Al-Quran.
2. Aku rumah yang gelap,maka terangilah aku dengan selalu solat malam.
3. Aku rumah penuh dengan tanah dan debu,bawalah amal soleh yang menjadi hamparan.
4. Aku rumah ular berbisa,maka bawalah amalan Bismillah sebagai penawar.
5. Aku rumah pertanyaan Munkar dan Nakir,maka banyaklah bacaan
"Laa ilahaillallah, Muhammadar Rasulullah", supaya kamu dapat jawapan kepadanya.
Lima Jenis Racun dan Lima Penawarnya ...
1. Dunia itu racun,zuhud itu ubatnya.
2. Harta itu racun,zakat itu ubatnya.
3. Perkataan yang sia-sia itu racun,zikir itu ubatnya.
4. Seluruh umur itu racun,taat itu ubatnya.
5. Seluruh tahun itu racun,Ramadhan itu ubatnya.
Nabi Muhammad S.A.W bersabda:
" Ada 4 di pandang sebagai ibu ", iaitu :
1. Ibu dari segala UBAT adalah SEDIKIT MAKAN.
2. Ibu dari segala ADAB adalah SEDIKIT BERBICARA.
3. Ibu dari segala IBADAT adalah TAKUT BUAT DOSA.
4. Ibu dari segala CITA CITA adalah SABAR.
Orang Yang Tidak Melakukan Solat:
Subuh : Dijauhkan cahaya muka yang bersinar.
Zuhor : Tidak diberikan berkah dalam rezekinya.
Asar : Dijauhkan dari kesehatan/kekuatan.
Maghrib : Tidak diberi santunan oleh anak-anaknya.
Isyak : Dijauhkan kedamaian dalam tidurnya.
1. Aku rumah yang terpencil,maka kamu akan senang dengan selalu membaca Al-Quran.
2. Aku rumah yang gelap,maka terangilah aku dengan selalu solat malam.
3. Aku rumah penuh dengan tanah dan debu,bawalah amal soleh yang menjadi hamparan.
4. Aku rumah ular berbisa,maka bawalah amalan Bismillah sebagai penawar.
5. Aku rumah pertanyaan Munkar dan Nakir,maka banyaklah bacaan
"Laa ilahaillallah, Muhammadar Rasulullah", supaya kamu dapat jawapan kepadanya.
Lima Jenis Racun dan Lima Penawarnya ...
1. Dunia itu racun,zuhud itu ubatnya.
2. Harta itu racun,zakat itu ubatnya.
3. Perkataan yang sia-sia itu racun,zikir itu ubatnya.
4. Seluruh umur itu racun,taat itu ubatnya.
5. Seluruh tahun itu racun,Ramadhan itu ubatnya.
Nabi Muhammad S.A.W bersabda:
" Ada 4 di pandang sebagai ibu ", iaitu :
1. Ibu dari segala UBAT adalah SEDIKIT MAKAN.
2. Ibu dari segala ADAB adalah SEDIKIT BERBICARA.
3. Ibu dari segala IBADAT adalah TAKUT BUAT DOSA.
4. Ibu dari segala CITA CITA adalah SABAR.
Orang Yang Tidak Melakukan Solat:
Subuh : Dijauhkan cahaya muka yang bersinar.
Zuhor : Tidak diberikan berkah dalam rezekinya.
Asar : Dijauhkan dari kesehatan/kekuatan.
Maghrib : Tidak diberi santunan oleh anak-anaknya.
Isyak : Dijauhkan kedamaian dalam tidurnya.
a good one.
What's the point of going to Jummah?
A man answers....A Muslim wrote a letter to the editor of the Jammat newspaper and complained that it made no sense to go to Mosque every Friday.
"I've gone for 30 years now," he wrote, "and in that time I have heard something like 3,000 sermons. But for the life of me I can't remember a single one of them. So I think I'm wasting my time . . . and the Imaams.. they are wasting theirs by giving sermons at all."
This started a real controversy in the "Letters to the Editor" column, much to the dismay of the editor. It went on for weeks until someone wrote this clincher:
"I've been married for 30 years now. In that time my wife has cooked some 32,000 meals. But for the life of me, I cannot recall what the menu was for a single one of those meals. But I do know this: they all nourished me and gave me the strength I needed to do my work. If my wife had not given me those meals, I would be dead today."
No comments were made on the sermon contents anymore.
" The lips of the righteous nourish many . . ."
- email from Bro Salaf, Wed 160604
A man answers....A Muslim wrote a letter to the editor of the Jammat newspaper and complained that it made no sense to go to Mosque every Friday.
"I've gone for 30 years now," he wrote, "and in that time I have heard something like 3,000 sermons. But for the life of me I can't remember a single one of them. So I think I'm wasting my time . . . and the Imaams.. they are wasting theirs by giving sermons at all."
This started a real controversy in the "Letters to the Editor" column, much to the dismay of the editor. It went on for weeks until someone wrote this clincher:
"I've been married for 30 years now. In that time my wife has cooked some 32,000 meals. But for the life of me, I cannot recall what the menu was for a single one of those meals. But I do know this: they all nourished me and gave me the strength I needed to do my work. If my wife had not given me those meals, I would be dead today."
No comments were made on the sermon contents anymore.
" The lips of the righteous nourish many . . ."
- email from Bro Salaf, Wed 160604
awkward.... o_0
hey people... i went to fashihah's house today.. wif murni-aisyah is-fizah hassim-farahin-aqila...as i said..it was an awkward visit..personally, i didnt know what the heck i should've said to her..console her?? man...i dont really sympathize her..n i'm not sensitive enough to know what a dad-less girl would feel! n i'm not close to her...! so what've i done there?? eavesdropping n eating..her mother was there, relating some guests with arwah's last days nye story...god! the muntah part was..i cud just feel it..see it..it's BLOOD..u noe, BLOOD! but i'm not squeamish about blood ok?? it's just that..blood vomiting is SERIOUS..like u might die any minute..coz u're lack of blood n tired of pushing the guts out of you! i was also wondering..kite muntahkan bende2 kt perut kn?? so...the blood must be from the lungs?? or remnants of whatever in the stomach n intestines?? or cud it be the liver?? hmm..
yg telah "menyinarkan" tpt tu, for me, is the KURMA..alamak, man..so delicious!berape biji ntah aku makan! i wasnt trying to be rude, but what else's there to do?? i cudnt really communicate w/ fashihah..so eat ah! ade kueh kaswi (ke koswi??) n popiah..jamah aje lah..
b4 i forget..nk katekan, sedare fash mcm perhatikan kite gitu..ntah lah..maybe it's just my silly suspicion..tp katekanlah..kite nie budak alsagoff..kwn fash~~ ok, to wrap it all, i wasnt comfortable at her house..
yg telah "menyinarkan" tpt tu, for me, is the KURMA..alamak, man..so delicious!berape biji ntah aku makan! i wasnt trying to be rude, but what else's there to do?? i cudnt really communicate w/ fashihah..so eat ah! ade kueh kaswi (ke koswi??) n popiah..jamah aje lah..
b4 i forget..nk katekan, sedare fash mcm perhatikan kite gitu..ntah lah..maybe it's just my silly suspicion..tp katekanlah..kite nie budak alsagoff..kwn fash~~ ok, to wrap it all, i wasnt comfortable at her house..
another accomplishment!!!!!
yep! i managed to insert the song...thank god! but what i'm searching actually is..klw ade yg boleh main mcm2 lagu..bukan setakat satu je..right now..if i want other songs..i've to copy-paste work...leceh...niwei...I'M HAPPY for now...
picture posted!!!!!
ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!! akhirnye, sebahagian perjuanganku sudah tamat....!!!! Ameen...setelah struggle selama 1 jam lebih...akhirnye...I PREVAILED! ok..klw krg nk tgk gmbr tgk ah..tp sowie ah...the decsriptions lom complete lg...HAH! SAPE NK TGK GMBR UST SAKINAH KAHWIN, SILAKAN!
ape lagi nk ckp eh??? oh! gmbr arwah ust abdullah keluar kt BM, 20.6.04, kt obituary page..lg satu..rabu nie ust faridah nk test kite..alahai..lom sedia lgk...fiqh lom blaja pon!! waaaah~~ seram!...
ok, i have a question: KLW KITE TUKAR TEMPLATE - BLOGGER ONES AND OUTSIDE ONES - WHATEVER ADD-ONS YG KITE DAH BUAT HILANG KAN??? THEN, MCMMANE NK ELAKKAN TU?? AKU PENAT AH NK BIKIN SATU2 LAGI!
ape lagi nk ckp eh??? oh! gmbr arwah ust abdullah keluar kt BM, 20.6.04, kt obituary page..lg satu..rabu nie ust faridah nk test kite..alahai..lom sedia lgk...fiqh lom blaja pon!! waaaah~~ seram!...
ok, i have a question: KLW KITE TUKAR TEMPLATE - BLOGGER ONES AND OUTSIDE ONES - WHATEVER ADD-ONS YG KITE DAH BUAT HILANG KAN??? THEN, MCMMANE NK ELAKKAN TU?? AKU PENAT AH NK BIKIN SATU2 LAGI!
OMG!!!!!!!! BAD NEWS!!!!!!!
a'kum.......im supposed to study sejarah right now...but i have to tell u this....fashihah's dad, ustaz Abdullah Faqih...meninggal dunia di Makkah...Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'uun...murni called me yesterday (friday) around 11.30 or so..fash called aisyah Is and she called murni and she called me...i just finished crying my head off about something (tu lain cerite)..n i was lile..."murni! biar betik!...biar betik..!biar betik!..betul ke??..hah??..biar betik!" tk habes2! kenape aku tk cakap biar papaya?!
niwei the point is...i was shocked..it's like..u're having such an ordinary day..when..kirin!kring! someone called u and say someone else died...n his ur friend's dad...i never ever expected him to die..nor anybody else...then..i logged on the internet n chat w/ aisyah sam..aisyah Is called her too...i noe frm her that ustaz abdullah muntah darah...hmm..dunno what to say anymore..i called khadijah b4 that..she didnt believe it at first..tot might be a joke..but she sms me later to say it's true..
from what i know...mak fashihah pengsan..dier pon kt Makkah jgk..diorang dua pimpin umrah agaknye (it's their job)...i reckon the body'll be buried kt Makkah..u noe what??? he died FRIDAY..kt MAKKAH..isnt that something...??? may ALLAH bless his soul..Ameen..if u read this..kindly and with ikhlas, please sedekahkan Fatihah kt rohnye..i dont really know him..but..never mind..i dunno how to say it..
niwei the point is...i was shocked..it's like..u're having such an ordinary day..when..kirin!kring! someone called u and say someone else died...n his ur friend's dad...i never ever expected him to die..nor anybody else...then..i logged on the internet n chat w/ aisyah sam..aisyah Is called her too...i noe frm her that ustaz abdullah muntah darah...hmm..dunno what to say anymore..i called khadijah b4 that..she didnt believe it at first..tot might be a joke..but she sms me later to say it's true..
from what i know...mak fashihah pengsan..dier pon kt Makkah jgk..diorang dua pimpin umrah agaknye (it's their job)...i reckon the body'll be buried kt Makkah..u noe what??? he died FRIDAY..kt MAKKAH..isnt that something...??? may ALLAH bless his soul..Ameen..if u read this..kindly and with ikhlas, please sedekahkan Fatihah kt rohnye..i dont really know him..but..never mind..i dunno how to say it..
lingering....calling...soaking up the soul...it's silence
this song by delerium feat. sarah mclachlan moves me, man! i can hear it a hundred times n i'm not tired of it....whoooosh...so sedap..but of course..mcm ade chanting gitu ah..i dont want to think what it's about...just enjoy the song....
there's another song...by BLISS - lost soul...so...captivating..well, it's meant to mengkhayalkan manusia..here's the introduction of the song : Lost Soul starts of with grand, brooding percussions and swells majestically when the ethereal vocal harmonies make their entrance. It is a song that creates solemn contemplation and even provides philosophical inspiration. Interspersed with the lilting feminine voices is a masculine one that lifts itself into a mournful tribal melody. Lost Soul reflects on vulnerability and darker emotions and allows us a moment to realize that it is our fragility that makes us essentially human. but the song's not in english...it's like gregorian-type...mcm dgr lagu christian gak ah..chanting and all..scary jugak biler pikirkan..dose tk klw aku dgr lagu nih??
ok...n this is SILENCE nye lyric :
there's another song...by BLISS - lost soul...so...captivating..well, it's meant to mengkhayalkan manusia..here's the introduction of the song : Lost Soul starts of with grand, brooding percussions and swells majestically when the ethereal vocal harmonies make their entrance. It is a song that creates solemn contemplation and even provides philosophical inspiration. Interspersed with the lilting feminine voices is a masculine one that lifts itself into a mournful tribal melody. Lost Soul reflects on vulnerability and darker emotions and allows us a moment to realize that it is our fragility that makes us essentially human. but the song's not in english...it's like gregorian-type...mcm dgr lagu christian gak ah..chanting and all..scary jugak biler pikirkan..dose tk klw aku dgr lagu nih??
ok...n this is SILENCE nye lyric :
Give me release
Witness me
I am outside
Give me peace
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides
In this white wave
I am sinking
In this silence
In this white wave...
In this silence...
I believe I can't help this longing...
Comfort me I can't hold it all in...
If you won't let me...
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides
In this white wave
I am sinking
In this silence
In this white wave...
In this silence...
I believe I have seen you...
In this white wave
You are silent
You are breathing
In this white wave...
I am free
something to ponder about....
THE GREATEST PAIN IN LIFE
This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago.
Please show someone you care for them today. It takes so little of your time to smile, give a hug, a word of encouragement or just to say "I care" You will be rewarded for sure:-)
i dunno if its really true the girl had died of committing suicide...but this poem..man! really touches me...it's not a 100% reflection of myself too..but the loneliness inside this sad piece...like...it hit me too... anyway..i hope u did menghayati those words...if u dont understand..nvm... :)
The greatest pain in life
Is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so
Much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
And not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
Neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life,
Is not to die,
But to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
Just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
Is you.
Life is full of pain,
But does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
And make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
In this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
To tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
You will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
Forgotten...
as you have done to others.
This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago.
Please show someone you care for them today. It takes so little of your time to smile, give a hug, a word of encouragement or just to say "I care" You will be rewarded for sure:-)
i dunno if its really true the girl had died of committing suicide...but this poem..man! really touches me...it's not a 100% reflection of myself too..but the loneliness inside this sad piece...like...it hit me too... anyway..i hope u did menghayati those words...if u dont understand..nvm... :)
blogspots n ps2
a'kum........
me td surf jap...prowling for more blogspots to read...n i found kak nadiah (tahfiz) n kak halimah nye.... :)
tp kan...CAM NE DIORANG DECORATE DIORANG NYE WEBSITE??!!!!!! ok, i admit, i dunno how to operate (??) html..i dont even what the heck is html!!!..i need help..haiz..susah ah cam gini..lagi satu,i dont understand templates!!! Argh!!ARGH!!!! mcmmane nk insert...or whatsoever ah..haiz tension...!!!
niwei, my brader bought playstation2.. alahai, tk heran pon...me tk reti ah main bende2 cam gini...
me td surf jap...prowling for more blogspots to read...n i found kak nadiah (tahfiz) n kak halimah nye.... :)
tp kan...CAM NE DIORANG DECORATE DIORANG NYE WEBSITE??!!!!!! ok, i admit, i dunno how to operate (??) html..i dont even what the heck is html!!!..i need help..haiz..susah ah cam gini..lagi satu,i dont understand templates!!! Argh!!ARGH!!!! mcmmane nk insert...or whatsoever ah..haiz tension...!!!
niwei, my brader bought playstation2.. alahai, tk heran pon...me tk reti ah main bende2 cam gini...
patience does pay off, u know?!
He cud ask Allah to hilangkan penyakit perempuan tu...or perempuan tu accept her sickness and live with it all her life...be patient..n heaven awaits her...and so..she chose the second option...some might think: whoa?! what if i die 90 years later?? i have to suffer that long???! but...imagine the ganjaran that awaits u...as long as u do try to control ur sickness...but dont just let it get worse...so...my opinion is..control it..CONTROL IT..no matter how hard..ok, it's easier said than done...but..these gays must strive...especially muslims...embrace ur religion man! live it!...learn to be strong..dont let ur nafsu win...dont dress urself up..dont wear make-up...dont even think about it...get help...i still dont blame them...haiz~~ but they should try...
are u gay, gay???
i've nothing against gay...not exactly nothing arr..but i feel uncomfortable seeing them...annoyed..pissed.. i know i know..it's hard to resist...i can only imagine..n i pity them..but...there's a riwayah..about a woman..dier sakit sawan...so whenever she's in her dire state..she rips off her clothes...so one day...she came to Rasulullah (pbuh)..n asked him to doa kepada Allah..agar menyembuhkan keadaan nye...it's embarrassing u see...when people know u're sooo sick..throwing off ur clothes..n she cudnt stand it...but Rasullullah pbuh gave her two choices...
continued..a bit..
i know what kamaliah wants...she wants to prove( present tense nye ape ah??? ) herself..she wants to BEAT me at something...n she tried..tries..is trying..i dont blame her...but i still hate her sometimes..i cud even bash her on the head if i really loathe her at times...but, hey, we've been friends since primary 3..so i'm used to it...i think i know her and she thinks she knows me..wierd isnt it?..nvm..whatever..may this friendship last..i hope i wont leave school having a grudge on her...
i dont deserve it....
yeah...i think i really dont deserve it! the trophy...i noe it's been about 2 1/2 months..but it's still bugging me.. pembahas terbaik peringkat saringan n suku akhir... no way man...i wasnt good...i blabbered..not debated! well, i ask one of the judges mase prgkt saringan tu..n she said i was spontaneous..even though, of course, my bahase..whatsoever..wasnt that good..! ok, maybe she's right i thought..but wak tanjong lebih baik..super..lebih bertenage drpd pembahas alsagoff.. mase suku akhir.. i actually forgot my speech..n i said something stupid! like ibu emak??? what the heck?! n i didnt even realise i said that until i noticed the penonton had laughed (or i think they did)..n i froze..thinking that i might've said something wrong!..i saw waving hands..my friends trying to correct me..but my view was blurry...i was like, huh??? so i turned to my team members..they said, "ibu bapa..bkn ibu mak!" i didnt get the point, but i repeat it anyway...oh my god! that was sooooo embarrassing..n i ended up getting the title..when kamaliah was definitely better than me..smooth..
n the judge was like, strict?!..his comments mcm terkene grp sendiri sey..n yet..he smiled when i received the trophy from him...yikes! there must be a mistake..but i didnt get to ask him why the panel of judges picked me..instead of..kamaliah maybe?
n the judge was like, strict?!..his comments mcm terkene grp sendiri sey..n yet..he smiled when i received the trophy from him...yikes! there must be a mistake..but i didnt get to ask him why the panel of judges picked me..instead of..kamaliah maybe?
sungguh tidak memuaskan!!!!!
td exam.....i blew it man! or i think i did..hmmm...tajwid..biase ah, tk jamin selamat..kelancaran..already down the drain..haiz~~~..kk deena tk habes2 suro me gi test dulu..siap main scissors n hands..!..me kalah..so me gi first, niwei..klw me last pon tk gune.. i wouldnt be using the spare time focusing on the pages..tp fikiran melayang..tk leh concentrate!
hari khamis nie ambik juz 6 plak...lom lancar lagik!
hari khamis nie ambik juz 6 plak...lom lancar lagik!
alamak!! besok exam!! waaaah~~~
so...why am i wasting my time blogging??!! i should be revising juz 5....haizzz...mcm tk nervous gitu..insha allah boleh buat ah.. nnti je ah murajaah... NOTE: right now, i'm listening to NAUGHTY GIRL - BEYONCE...chorusnye sedap..mcm ade lenggok arab gitu ah..
about IIS - international islamic school - i'm considering the a level course offered there...kak hamimah masuk kt sane..tp the fee if S$5000 per 6 month..about S$800 per month!! i couldnt afford that! scholarship?? maybe..rasenye tk jadi ah nk masuk al-maarif..coz subjects offered tk byk..my friend says wak tanjong's better..mayb i'll ask kak hafizah or kak raihana...we'll see about it..
NOTE: sekarang lagu SENORITA - JUSTIN T.
..ok i dunno wat to say anymore..oh! the IIS website is www.iis.edu.my
about IIS - international islamic school - i'm considering the a level course offered there...kak hamimah masuk kt sane..tp the fee if S$5000 per 6 month..about S$800 per month!! i couldnt afford that! scholarship?? maybe..rasenye tk jadi ah nk masuk al-maarif..coz subjects offered tk byk..my friend says wak tanjong's better..mayb i'll ask kak hafizah or kak raihana...we'll see about it..
NOTE: sekarang lagu SENORITA - JUSTIN T.
..ok i dunno wat to say anymore..oh! the IIS website is www.iis.edu.my
ntah...nk topic ape??
i've figured out what the real problem with ust sakinah's marriage...well...i think i have...
she was the best student in alsagoff...batch 1999...head prefect...pandai ah tu...n she got married earlier than her frens...mayb not the first ah...
i watched HP3 kt causeway point w/ kamaliah, khadijah, aszafirah n izyani n my sis on thursday 100604...such a disappointment, man!! i give 2/5 for the content...totally tk macam kt buku...i mean only 50% mcm kt buku...sedih kn??? they change many plots and the way things are...yg dahulu di kemudiankn...plot yg tkde pon..diade2kan! it isnt what i had expected...but the...ape eh?...dunno how to describe ah..the screenplay i think...is better..overall i give 3.5 stars! sungguh tk memuaskan...n the actors..well...too big for their own characters... malfoy; his hair was supposed to be combed..like in the first 2 movies..as the book described...tp tk plak! the book nvr says the students should wear their uniforms tonggang terbalik!...i noe, i noe...mayb some people think the movie shouldnt stick 100% to the book...but the changes are too obvious..and soooo un-harry potter!
hmmm..i think that's all for now...mmg byk lg nk tulis...pasal IIS..tp dah penat ah...ok...adious!
she was the best student in alsagoff...batch 1999...head prefect...pandai ah tu...n she got married earlier than her frens...mayb not the first ah...
i watched HP3 kt causeway point w/ kamaliah, khadijah, aszafirah n izyani n my sis on thursday 100604...such a disappointment, man!! i give 2/5 for the content...totally tk macam kt buku...i mean only 50% mcm kt buku...sedih kn??? they change many plots and the way things are...yg dahulu di kemudiankn...plot yg tkde pon..diade2kan! it isnt what i had expected...but the...ape eh?...dunno how to describe ah..the screenplay i think...is better..overall i give 3.5 stars! sungguh tk memuaskan...n the actors..well...too big for their own characters... malfoy; his hair was supposed to be combed..like in the first 2 movies..as the book described...tp tk plak! the book nvr says the students should wear their uniforms tonggang terbalik!...i noe, i noe...mayb some people think the movie shouldnt stick 100% to the book...but the changes are too obvious..and soooo un-harry potter!
hmmm..i think that's all for now...mmg byk lg nk tulis...pasal IIS..tp dah penat ah...ok...adious!
diaries online.....
i've been surfing the net for the last 2 hours....haiz~~~ i've got more important things to do actually...but i cant help it! anyway...i read people's blogspots...rgs students...hehe...i wasnt trespassing ok??...i saw some entries about the PBH2004... AND...i saw nur farhanis othman nye blog!!...u know...she's a debater frm RGS...a prefect..i noe that coz..she wore her PREFECT badge mase the final round...haiz hari sunday pon nk pakai complete attire..siap dgn badge! aku vice prefect tk cakap byk pon!..anyway..she has that snob look on her face...but i guess she's friendly..when i read her buddy's blogspot!..ther's a kind of stereotype u noe...the rgs students...they're smart..clever..brilliant..top students..winners..champions... so people start to think that's they're bunch of bossy snob girls... as snape would say..."insufferable know-it-all!"...i got the impression too...i guess it's because they got the attention..they have the facilities..they have the technology..they have the stars...the talents..the money..the support...just thinking of it makes me SICK! ok..so, i'm jealous! but then...rgs girls have to live to the community's expectations...behind the limelight..these girls suffer, i think..stress, workloads.., always strive for the best..trying to be perfect, staight A's...of course..they're humans..they have fun..i pity them anyway...
they have the future! right in front of them...they can easily get scholarships..go to universities..while I..and mayb other bright madrasah students..have to go through hardships...feel like i have to prove myself..but it's hard...to stand with these super egghead rgs students..haiz~~
nvm ah...niwei i added farhanis email add to my msn messenger contacts..dunno if she accepts it..
ok ah .. i better log off now...
they have the future! right in front of them...they can easily get scholarships..go to universities..while I..and mayb other bright madrasah students..have to go through hardships...feel like i have to prove myself..but it's hard...to stand with these super egghead rgs students..haiz~~
nvm ah...niwei i added farhanis email add to my msn messenger contacts..dunno if she accepts it..
ok ah .. i better log off now...
boring as ever!
alamak! malas ah nk tulis lagik!!! td me dah tulis panjang lebar...tp computer tetibe stuck!!! bummer! haiz~ niwei...story nye pasal..i cried in my sleep this morning..around 1030 am or so..over some cranky thing in my dream... dah tu je...life goes on as usual...boring! k ah gtg! bye
ustazah sakinah kahwin...
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mcm sekejap gitu kn? mcm tk de bende gitu..oh my god! i cant express my thoughts properly here!!!...ok..macam...WASTED gitu.. did she ever dream what will happen back then... i mean..when she was 15 like me???...baru kerje...da kawin...imagine..dier frm girl-sch background..n swish! jodohnye dtg...sekejap nye mase berlalu...i wonder what will happen to me in 7 years' time...would i be getting married too?? will i be stranded in an office?? or will i be somewhere in the world..overseas maybe? will i be happy? satisfied with what i've yet to achieve?? hmm...if u catch what my head is trying to tell you..good!
marriage is sacred...it entwines two souls..under the love of god...protect it with trust..shine it with roses of love..hold it with faith..sail the ship through gusts of wind hurricane storm with patience and tolerance..understand each other's feelings to the deepest...hear each other's inner voices to even a squeak..share each other's thoughts...may the marriage last till the gates of heaven and within...:)
mcm sekejap gitu kn? mcm tk de bende gitu..oh my god! i cant express my thoughts properly here!!!...ok..macam...WASTED gitu.. did she ever dream what will happen back then... i mean..when she was 15 like me???...baru kerje...da kawin...imagine..dier frm girl-sch background..n swish! jodohnye dtg...sekejap nye mase berlalu...i wonder what will happen to me in 7 years' time...would i be getting married too?? will i be stranded in an office?? or will i be somewhere in the world..overseas maybe? will i be happy? satisfied with what i've yet to achieve?? hmm...if u catch what my head is trying to tell you..good!
marriage is sacred...it entwines two souls..under the love of god...protect it with trust..shine it with roses of love..hold it with faith..sail the ship through gusts of wind hurricane storm with patience and tolerance..understand each other's feelings to the deepest...hear each other's inner voices to even a squeak..share each other's thoughts...may the marriage last till the gates of heaven and within...:)
wah!!!!!! harry potter keluar lagik!!
tpkn....si director byk reka plot2 yg tk dikenali ah...! sejak biler dementors terbang??? biler mase hermione pegang tgn si ron tu??? yg ckp "if u want to kill harry, u have to kill us too!" kan ron, bknnye hermione! ish~ memandai jek! tkpelah...i bet this one is as awesome as the last two! :)
niwei...hari nie ust sakinah kahwin....haiz~~ kiter empat org dtg pagi2...nk tgk dier nikah...kite sampai betul2 mase nk mule upacara pernikahan..haiz~ PAISEH NYE!!!! tp akhirnye me jgk yg mulekan langkah masuk dlm rumah ustazah!! yg lain bukannye boleh diharap..berdiri je kt luar rumah!! hmmm..ust extra lawa hari nie! :p serba putih!i have e pic...maybe someday i'll paste her wedding pic here :) adik dier of course ade ah...ambik video cam..wasim gak ah..hehe..orite ah..tp tk minat ah..tk heran pon.. n, as i expected, kawan dier mesti ade...jeng jeng!!..rupe2nye anaknye ust hasbi yg first tu! alahai~~ boringnye...ish!
ok...so my point here is...SHE'S MARRIED..at 22..she finished madrasah..went to maahad tahfiz..worked for 1 yr or so..n VOILA..! she's married...
niwei...hari nie ust sakinah kahwin....haiz~~ kiter empat org dtg pagi2...nk tgk dier nikah...kite sampai betul2 mase nk mule upacara pernikahan..haiz~ PAISEH NYE!!!! tp akhirnye me jgk yg mulekan langkah masuk dlm rumah ustazah!! yg lain bukannye boleh diharap..berdiri je kt luar rumah!! hmmm..ust extra lawa hari nie! :p serba putih!i have e pic...maybe someday i'll paste her wedding pic here :) adik dier of course ade ah...ambik video cam..wasim gak ah..hehe..orite ah..tp tk minat ah..tk heran pon.. n, as i expected, kawan dier mesti ade...jeng jeng!!..rupe2nye anaknye ust hasbi yg first tu! alahai~~ boringnye...ish!
ok...so my point here is...SHE'S MARRIED..at 22..she finished madrasah..went to maahad tahfiz..worked for 1 yr or so..n VOILA..! she's married...
wat?
haizzz..tk selesa ah...perut sakit...i think it's food-poisoning.. semalam...went to toilet several times...muntah...yuck!...penat sey kene ulang-alik..lack of energy..mcm nk terkeluar semue isi2 kt dlm tu..tekak sakit...hidung tk selesa...alahai! td pon gi toilet lagik...calls of nature lah konon...
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