awkward.... o_0

hey people... i went to fashihah's house today.. wif murni-aisyah is-fizah hassim-farahin-aqila...as i said..it was an awkward visit..personally, i didnt know what the heck i should've said to her..console her?? man...i dont really sympathize her..n i'm not sensitive enough to know what a dad-less girl would feel! n i'm not close to her...! so what've i done there?? eavesdropping n eating..her mother was there, relating some guests with arwah's last days nye story...god! the muntah part was..i cud just feel it..see it..it's BLOOD..u noe, BLOOD! but i'm not squeamish about blood ok?? it's just that..blood vomiting is SERIOUS..like u might die any minute..coz u're lack of blood n tired of pushing the guts out of you! i was also wondering..kite muntahkan bende2 kt perut kn?? so...the blood must be from the lungs?? or remnants of whatever in the stomach n intestines?? or cud it be the liver?? hmm..

yg telah "menyinarkan" tpt tu, for me, is the KURMA..alamak, man..so delicious!berape biji ntah aku makan! i wasnt trying to be rude, but what else's there to do?? i cudnt really communicate w/ fashihah..so eat ah! ade kueh kaswi (ke koswi??) n popiah..jamah aje lah..

b4 i forget..nk katekan, sedare fash mcm perhatikan kite gitu..ntah lah..maybe it's just my silly suspicion..tp katekanlah..kite nie budak alsagoff..kwn fash~~ ok, to wrap it all, i wasnt comfortable at her house..