diaries online.....

i've been surfing the net for the last 2 hours....haiz~~~ i've got more important things to do actually...but i cant help it! anyway...i read people's blogspots...rgs students...hehe...i wasnt trespassing ok??...i saw some entries about the PBH2004... AND...i saw nur farhanis othman nye blog!!...u know...she's a debater frm RGS...a prefect..i noe that coz..she wore her PREFECT badge mase the final round...haiz hari sunday pon nk pakai complete attire..siap dgn badge! aku vice prefect tk cakap byk pon!..anyway..she has that snob look on her face...but i guess she's friendly..when i read her buddy's blogspot!..ther's a kind of stereotype u noe...the rgs students...they're smart..clever..brilliant..top students..winners..champions... so people start to think that's they're bunch of bossy snob girls... as snape would say..."insufferable know-it-all!"...i got the impression too...i guess it's because they got the attention..they have the facilities..they have the technology..they have the stars...the talents..the money..the support...just thinking of it makes me SICK! ok..so, i'm jealous! but then...rgs girls have to live to the community's expectations...behind the limelight..these girls suffer, i think..stress, workloads.., always strive for the best..trying to be perfect, staight A's...of course..they're humans..they have fun..i pity them anyway...
they have the future! right in front of them...they can easily get scholarships..go to universities..while I..and mayb other bright madrasah students..have to go through hardships...feel like i have to prove myself..but it's hard...to stand with these super egghead rgs students..haiz~~
nvm ah...niwei i added farhanis email add to my msn messenger contacts..dunno if she accepts it..
ok ah .. i better log off now...