AVADA KEDAVRA!!!!!!!!!

for your info, that's the Killing Curse which killed cedric, sirius and the latest victim, albus...the great wizard whom i've grown fond of.. sob~sob~
i have to admit..i was quite depressed when i finished reading the sixth harry potter book..*yeah, i am/was happy that i finally got hold of the book...after waiting WEEKS to read it..bcoz of o level* i actually slept with a distressed heart..you know, feeling that something is/was amiss..n that hollow n sinking feeling.. god! i just hate it when i feel that way! coz it makes me uncomfortable..not relaxed..fidgety..what else?!
**i finished the book in one day..12-13 hours, glued on (or is it 'to'??) my bed..not eating until 9/10 something pm..oh well~*
that was yesterday..n today, you know what i did????????
i watched HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE..or as kak ummu put it "..and the GOBLOK of fire" *chuckles*
it was FANTASTIC...MUCH MUCH BETTER than the third instalment.seriously! the director has definitely done a great job! bravo! there are/were lots of scene that i like. n the obvious part which i dread(ed) most is...when cedric died. it was a quick one though..not much action or struggle there..just "who are you..( n something n something)..?" "kill the (umm..i didnt catch the words)..!" "avada kedavra" green light..n cedric was dead.
ehem..honestly, the actor who play(s/ed) cedric is good looking..there's no denying that..i, myself, am awed (or is it just 'awed'??) to look at to look at his face (which looks like it's been carved excellently or something) n his eyes..n rosy cheeks (huh? are his cheeks really rosy, or is it just make-up??)..i said this to my friends who watched the movie with me..but i think i looked a bit too dreamy..so they started to say "liyana..~~!" with the sort of expression that you see when someone doesnt believe his decent friend has done something bizarre,ridiculous or so-not-like-him/her..you get what i mean??
yeah, well, it's not really like me (not "really not like me" ya!) to actually confess that a boy/guy/man is good-looking..so, i really mean what i say when i say it.
hmm..im worn out right now, so i wont comment any further about the fabulous movie..just.."IT'S SOOOO DAMN GOOD THAT I WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN N AGAIN N AGAIN....N IM VERY SAD COZ CEDRIC DIED..AS IF THE ACTOR HIMSELF DIED..SOB~SOB~ SO YOUNG..SO TALENTED..SO GOOD-LOOKING" i ACTUALLY wish that time could be turned back..n cedric would not have died..his death could have been prevented, somehow..silly isnt it?? i feel so much for what happened in the book/movie that i kind of treat it as if it's real...you understand what im saying??!

on to the next subject..as you may see, i've changed my template. it's supposed to mark my comeback, but unfortunately, im soo not thrilled about this layout..i prefer the previous one, much more space in the 'entries' part..but i wont change to that one again for now..am trying to find another layout that i may just like..

o level has passed,n so, i can now go 'jln raya-ing' (visiting families/friends/relatives)..tomorrow's supposed to be 'jalan raye kelas' but i canceled it, coz less than 6 persons can make it..n imaginably not many houses to visit..coz most of my classmates are 'jln raya-ing' in their own groups..im not really disappointed..but the fact that this year i wont be visiting my schoolmates' houses does not make me feel good or happy..not that im sad or anything..n the fact that the sec4s go in groups which might make other people left out. not me though..i find it acceptable. well~ mcm tk best gitu tk dpt jalan raye satu kelas..or at least, most people in the class. hmmmmm....

another thing: i dont really feel excited or breathe a sigh of relief, now that im a free man..no more studying for me for the time being..n no more going to school...however, these things mean that i have to do more housework..it's become a chore, something that my parents expect me to do..want me to do...order me to do.. i know, i know, it's a good thing for a girl like me..my parents have 'explained' it to me..so hold your comments.

i really want to make the best of this holiday. (is the sentence structure correct?) im dreaming of taking up silat class, or taekwando, n calligraphy class, and a foreign language class (french perhaps?)...plus, fill the holiday with lots n lots of activities..like camps, workshops etc..ummm..how about work??? nah..i dont feel like it right now..im still a child..*smirks*

i wish to write more...to fill you in about what's happening, what im thinking and all..but i need to stop. let me tell you this: i had to restart my computer twice (or thrice..cant remember) n save my text a couple of times, just to ensure that this nice long story wont disappear forever.i nearly lost my patience though..with the tiredness n moodlessness..i might have just stopped midway if the computer got stuck again!

ok people..see you later.

p/s: im thinking of writing an entry about my o level examinations...what subjects i took..how were the papers..how was my performance..my prediction et cetera et cetera..we'll see =)

p/p/s: the Unforgivable Curses are really...cruel! very dangerous! very bad!

p/p/p/s: NLB's doubled the loan limit!! im very happy! yey~

*as i finished this entry, the time on my hp showed 0016 hours...so i watched the movie yesterday, 17/11/05..n read the 6th HP book on 16/11/05 (most of the time of that day).