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mesti korang kt luar sane tertanye2, mcmane kehidupan liyana kt poly ye? kak nadiah pon ade tegur jugak, "liyana tk nk org tahu camne kt poly eh...?"

hehe...tkdelah... cuma malas nk type je. surat dr australia yang bertarikh march pon belum dibalas!

sebenarnye, computer kt rumah dah lebih dari sebulan ok... cuma sejak semenjak nie, me tk gunekan sgt comp kt rumah, sbb org lain gunekan. klw me dpt gunekan pon, me check email, blog-hopping, sampai tk update blog sendiri.

sekarang nie me kt sekolah. planning nk balik rumah selepas maghrib, tp kak khadijah TP baru sms, beritahu hari nie ade usrah. so, im going.

baiklah, ana kt poly nie biase2 je. tkde perubahan mendadak. culture shock pon tkde kot. cume... hari2 fitnah mate ah... especially time cca TKD. maklumlah, TKD diadakan kt sports hall. jadi rata2 pelajar2 pakai shorts. klw dlm changing room plak, fuh! tk usah cakap! mentang2 kt dlm semua perempuan, ade yg tukar baju selamba je dpn org, bukan kt cubicle! or jln sane sini tk pakai shirt. betul ah~ sakit mate! bukan lah me nk berlagak baik. tp rasenye, me je yg pakai tudung or berpakaian 'cukup' kt situ.

mengenai rijal.. hahahahaha... tkde ape2 bizarre. skrg dah de kwn lelaki, baik yang melayu ataupun cina. indian cume satu je, from experiential learning facilitators. tu pon tk rapat mane. setakat acknowledging that he's in the same cca as me. tp bukanlah me berbual dgn diorang tk tentu pasal. most of the time, me tk cakap pon dgn diorang, tegur pon tk jugak. unless diorang yg tegur me. tapi, kadang2 tu me tegur jugak kwn2 lelaki cina.. "hello!" "hey!" klw rijal melayu, tk pulak. hehe.. haya' ah~~

klw korg nk tahu pasal isu "crush" plak, hmmmm... nk ckp crush bukan... mungkin infatuation kot..hah tu ade lah... tp most of the time terpadam begitu je, unless org tu me ternampak lagi. hahaha... secare jujur, me tkdelah simpan perasaan kt sape2. mintak dijauhkan!!

perubahan pada diri??

well, im more of a loner now. but i've always been one, havent i? kt alsagoff dulu pon, klw org tk berbual dgn me, me senyap. kt kelas me tk kecoh2, unless berbual dgn rakan sebelah. time recess pon me tk byk ckp.

sekarang nie...ntahlah, rasenye me tkde ape2 nk tokok tambah atau cerita2 dgn kwn2 kelas. klw me duduk dgn diorang pon, me senyap je..or dgrkan. oh ya! fyi, in my class ade 6 perempuan islam, including me. n a muslim guy. haha.. tk heran ah.. around him me tk lah rigid or malu2. biase je. just treat him like everyone else. but of course, i seldom talk to him.

anyway, mengenai rakan sekelas, esp yg muslims girls..well, mungkin kite lain background kot. or maybe me yg tk pandai menyesuaikan diri dgn keadaan. hmm.. ntahlah ye, topik2 yang mereka perbualkan doesnt interest me that much, mcm kt sekolah time recess dulu jugak.. klw org lain berbual pasal bollywood, hollywood, music, boys, food etc etc..im just interested to hear. mungkin jugak me tkde ilmu dlm benda ni, or tknk involve dlm topik sebegini. topik ape yg me suka pon me tk sure!

nak kate... hidup kt poly nie mundane jugak. even though my poly is big, my everyday life is confined to the same LTs, the same block, the same class, the same corridor, the same walkway. i sit in lecture, i go to tutorial, i go for lunch - occasionally in other schools' canteens or i go to the library.

tk happening ah...

klw nk happening sikit tu, mase ade CCA.. at least i get to go to the sports hall, and on my way there, take different routes, or go to the ALP, east of TP. overall, i enjoy walking on TP ground other than the ITAS block.

oh! before i forget; i have a little advice for you out there who wish to take a science diploma course, be it in TP or other polys:

it is really useful, and worth it, if you take A-math, biology and chemistry for o-level. as for physics..hmmm im not sure.. i think it's beneficial too. what's good is that you're gonna be a step further than your friends who doesnt have those knowledge. you will understand new concepts easily, insha Allah. especially in mathematics and statistics 1.

oh, a bit more ttg kwn: boleh dikatekan, me lebih selesa and mesra dgn kengkawan dr nur ikhwan. tk pasti pulak kenape..mungkin sbb they're a bit more religion-conscious? im not trying to sound biased here. again, it may be my fault for not widening my circle of friends. maybe im being unfair.

eh! dah nk dekat pukul 7 lah.. i have to get going. alahai~~ bila tgh syok2 type nie, cerita2 ttg my life in poly, mase tk cukup plak. rasenye mcm nk stay kt library nie smpi pukul 9! ish, ish, ish~

oklah, until we meet again, Assalamu alaikum!