what's WRONG with me.........????????????

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MmMmMmMmMmMmmMmmmMMMM...................




ya Allah~ ape nak jadi dgn aku ni...


sigh~


i just remembered just now....... that i forgot to do the DISC profile report!! betape paniknye aku! astaghfirullah~~ me betul2 tak ingat.... dari hari rabu yang lepas nie....sampailah hari nie!

padahal i've checked my TP email last week...ade email pasal bende ni, n my tutor pon dah beritahu... due date nye was friday yang baru lepas nih..... dah tak boleh nak access to the system..............

ya Allah~~ ape yg harus aku lakukan??


hmmm~ nampak sgt tk boleh nak negotiate dgn guru.... yelah, sbb reason tk valid.

ape aku nak jawab nanti mase tutorial this week.............?

n i bet the DISC report worths quite a lot!!!!!!!!!!!

n forgetful liyana has just blown up her chances of getting a distinction!

*maybe*

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you know, im getting *whatstheword??* as the days go by.....

i really want to do well this semester. n yet, im lagging behind...since the start of the semester.... maths dah masuk topic 3...... ape2 je yg me ingat...ntah! HPI.....pasal complement system.... cardiac cycle..... serological tests...... even cell bio pon me tk bace sgt notes nye.

and for leadership n character...........minggu lepas baru the FIRST TIME i sat for the lecture from first to end............selame 4or5 minggu me asyik lewat... sbb gi solat asar *heh...solat asar pon rilek2..padahal ade lecture!* ade satu kali tu, me baru je duduk, 3or4 minutes later, lecture dah habis...makneNYE.......i missed one whole lecture!

oh! n missing lectures is something that is 'normal' to me now. heh. especially last 2 weeks ago.. on a friday...sbb nak habiskan lab report, i skipped math lecture (2 hours), n cell bio lecture (1 hour).......... such a good attitude liyana! ni lah akibatnye kalau buat lab report last minute! end up, me hantar lab report tu 30 minutes later than the dateline (5pm)...


hmmmmmmmmmm~~




n yesterday, i think, i came across the article, mengenai top psle malay student tu.......... subhanallah~ dia seorang hafiz rupenye..... sedangkan aku ni..............



*feels like slapping her own face*



n this semester....fuh! tk boleh main2 ah~~ lebih2 lagi for leadership n arts nye subjects tu..... ade individual assignment, group project....dah tu semua adelah CORE things yg di ASSESSED.... so, percentage nye byk! tk boleh main2! kena berikan yg terbaik!

leadership tu plak..........byk nah concept nak kena ingat!

hmmmmmmmmmmmm......

math~

math~

math~

ntah lah eh............

ni lah akibatnye....sbb me tk *fillintheblank*

astaghfirullah~~~











i guess i've sidetracked a bit too far....i must come back.... back to my roots...

back to fitrah...


aaah~ yes. fitrah.


but, what is fitrah?