The cashier at DC shop greeted me with 'Assalamu'alaikum' just now. I was surprised taken aback! You see, as i was queuing, i noticed that é cashier on duty was a Malay guy with goatee. I immediately made a mental check note not to look at him when i reached the counter.

So there i was, lightly pushing my 4 paper bags of Red Bean Bun to the cashier counter. I was looking somewhere else when that brother said his Salam. Wa'alaikumussalam, i answered, giving him a small, awkward smile.

The first thing that crossed my mind was, 'okayyy..'. Not wanting to have su'uzzhon. Maybe he gives Salam to every customer who he sees/thinks is a Muslim.

And then a new thought popped,'wow..wouldnt that be a gracious, courteous thing to do: giving salam to every Muslim customer he encounters? He would be fulfilling sunnah, easily, many times everyday!'

So, yeah, i hope and pray that this person, whoever he is, continue this good act. And may he do well in his job.

:)


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1 item off my wishlist!

A second purchase frm amazon.com. ^_^

I am really grateful to my colleague who consented to using his address and then brought it back to Sg.

And the one-month wait.. it was worth it!

p.s. I also bought my first very own portable USB speaker together with those shoes. That makes 2 items off the List.

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Saw this in Aisyah Tajudeen's FB timeline..



Allah...



And I am reminded of a particular sentence that formed in my head when I saw nenek Hasnah's lifeless body on the hospital bed and occasionally rings in my thoughts ever since:
"The body is nothing but a (empty) vessel"

interview orang lak pulak~


Was tidying my laptop bag when i found this piece of paper. Was my first time interviewing students! 1st March 2012
Thanks to my co-worker cum fellow interviewer who printed this guideline. Hee..
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Was browsing halaljournal.com's 'lifestyle' page when I came across the article below.

lalalalala.. it's the mosque in my Bucket List =)

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CANADA: Canada’s Midnight Sun Mosque

Original Article Source: Islam Online
Filed Under: Entertainment
The fascinating story of the Midnight Sun Mosque, the world's northernmost mosque, is now being made into a documentary film by Canadian filmmakers, Saira and Nilufer Rahman.
The film, to be called Arctic Mosque, will tell the story of the 4,000 km journey the mosque took in 2010 from the prairie city of Winnipeg in the province of Manitoba where it was built, to Inuvik, the most northern town in Canada's Arctic.
The documentary will also offer a revealing portrait of Islamic life in the far north.
When we heard about the story of the mosque project, we immediately thought it was unusual and would definitely make a great story for a documentary, ” Saira Rahman told OnIslam.net.
Actually, two days before the mosque set out on its 4,000 km journey, Hussain Guisti, the general manager of the Zubaidah Tallab Foundation (the Canadian charity that sponsored the mosquebuilding), asked us if we'd be interested in making a film about the Arctic Mosque”.
The small Muslim community in Inuvik could not afford to build a new mosque as prices for labour and materials in the arctic region are much higher than in southern parts of Canada.
The Zubaidah Tallab Foundation, a Manitoba-based Islamic charity, stepped in, raised funds and found a supplier of prefabricated buildings in Manitoba that said it could ship the building to Inuvik for half theprice of building a mosque from scratch in the town.
The epic journey of small prefabricated mosque grabbed international attention as it slowly made its way, by road and on a river barge, to its final destination.
Inuvik is in Canada's Northwest Territories and has a population of 3,600 people, about a hundred of who are Muslims.
Muslims have been migrating to smaller resource towns such as Inuvik in search of jobs and hoping for a better quality of life.
According the latest census numbers, the Muslim population of the Northwest Territories is growing at a rate of 300 per cent every decade,
Due to its northern location, Inuvik is called the Light of the Midnight Sun' as it experiences an average of 56 days of continuous sunlight every summer and ,for almost 30 days, it is blanketed in complete darkness every winter.
The Muslims of Inuvik follow the prayer and fasting times of the city of Edmonton.
New Perception
The filmmakers are hoping to capture the drama of the mosque's odyssey and change the perception about Muslims in a world that often responds to mosques with fear and controversy.
We hope that people who watch the film will discover that this documentary is so much more than a story about the building of a mosque, ” Saira Rahman told OnIslam.net. “It's about the forging of a unique community- and we're not just talking about a unique Muslim community.”
Rahman says that the film will show the impact the mosque has made on the small town.
The Midnight Sun Mosque as it's been named has impacted the entire town of Inuvik and put it on the map, so to speak. We hope viewers will be inspired by the positive energy and community spirit that we witnessed while filming the documentary.
The documentary is being co-produced by Buffalo Gal Pictures and Snow Angel Films, which is owned by the two sisters, Nilufer and Saira Rahman.
The sisters are currently in post production, going through 120 hours of footage, while seeking funding for the documentary.
They have launched an online campaign and the response has been encouraging.
After only three days of posting our trailer on YouTube, we got over 10,000 views, ” said Saira Rahman. “It's evident from the comments we get that people really want to see this film

"You can't right a wrong."

When kak Fiza said it, it was an affirming statement for me. It was like, before, my compass needle was swinging left right, left right.. and then, it suddenly froze, at its right position. Alhamdulillah..

Anyway, it was full house at last night's bulatan gembira. A second, since the one we had last year at kak Fiza's place. =)
Rasa bersalah tinggalkan kawan kerja sendirian. Klw kau kerja smpi 12 lebih, tentu kau suka klw ada yang menemani, kan? 'Do unto others what you want others to do unto you', remember?
Yg buat kite pergi ialah.. kite tak bercukupan utk bayar duit teksi nanti. Not this time. Kebetulan kite 'tight' sekarang ni. Bunyi selfish, eh? But i really do not mean to be. Kite minta maaf, kawan :(
Untuk sedapkan hati, kite kata pada diri, ini sesuatu yg dia harus alami.. 'a milestone' in her working life. Kite do'akan dia selamat, masih bertenaga dan masih boleh fokus utk selesaikan kerja. Tapi kan, dah dalam mrt menuju ke Kranji ni, hati kite masih kata kite sepatutnya tunggu. Sepatutnya lebih bersedia utk korbankan $30. Apalah $30 klw dibandingkan dgn perbuatan menggembirakan seseorang? Hmm...
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Bertandang ke rumah A'feyah

Buku susunan Imam Nawawi sebagai berkat untuk majlis walimatul urus Bahirah
(ada bedak Safi juga.. untuk tetamu undangan tertentu, e.g. non-muslim/non-malays)


Batch terakhir utk dibungkus. Alhamdulillah, beres pada malam itu! Personally, kite gembira sebab dapat tolong.. sebagai 'pengganti' tak dapat hadir pada majlis persandingan. Terima kasih kepada Hakimah juga.. she helped speed up the packaging at the last bit =)


Messy~ :p

Dapat rasa kurma ajwa'! Definitely the highlight of the night for me! Sukerr~
(Rupa-rupanya Bahirah baru balik dari umrah. Dan rupa-rupanya, dia bawa pulang kurma ajwa'. Tersenyum lebar kite bila dipelawa makan. hehe.. dah tak kempunan)


Cenderahati daripada Bahirah buat mereka2 yang datang menolong :) ada kurma ajwa', tahina, tasbih, batang kayu siwak, minyak wangi (aromanya sedappp dan lembut, tak kuat) dan air zam-zam. Rezki!


Buat Bahirah,
Tahniah, dik! Kak ucapkan
Baarakallahu lakuma wa baaraka 'alaikuma wa jama'a bainakuma fi khair~~
^__^

my first pair of expensive shoes


I don't like to spend a lot of money on 2 things: daily shoes and handphone.

But Pansy shoes, oh man! I've been eyeing them for quite some time! 2 years maybe? And because of my usually tight budget and my habit of sticking to my principles, i managed to squelch this desire.. telling myself to 'be patient.. be patient.. next time, k!'.

Now is the time, when i felt ready to invest a bit more on a pair of shoes. By 'ready', i mean that i didn't have the usual hesitant feeling.. i just thought 'ok. Go for it'. My only hope (with a tinge of worry+doubt, I must admit!)  is that this new Pansy shoes will last for at least 2 years. I'm going to wear them almost everyday. If it can withstand that, then it would definitely be value for money.

My previous pair of daily shoes was Crocs Women's Melbourne, which i loved loved loved very much. In Singapore, it cost a bomb! About $90! I got it at amazon.com for USD23.97, shipping fee included (to US address). That's about S$30.80. Crazy deal, right??! I was very lucky indeed, especially since those shoes lasted just shy of 1 year. (Imagine spending almost  hundred bucks on a pair of shoes that is good for only a year! Disappointing) The brown canvas body faded due to constant exposure to rain and sun, a tear on each (but at different sites) most prolly due to consistent 'force' from 2 particular toes. Lovely as they were, i realised at one point that i need shoes made from leather or anything hardier than canvas, because water seeping into my socks and feet is pretty uncomfortable. But i did not want to go back to wearing those black Bata shoes. Boringly plain!

Turns out that the current trend is canvas shoes.. many interesting fabric designs! I am particularly attracted to TOMS largely because of their company policy (for-every-pair-you-buy-one-pair-will-be-donated-to-a-person-in-need). But, no, I tell myself, another footwear easily drenched by water will not do. Although, i still enjoy browsing thru the various brands (like, Sanuk, which I just came across a few minuted ago).

Anyway, so, i began my search for versatile, waterproof, comfortable, subtly stylish covered shoes by surfing amazon.com for a few hours at a time. The problem was (and still is!) I do not know what material it is made of, if it covers my forefoot (no toe shoes, please!), if its size 8 would fit snugly (different shoe designs may require a slight change of size). Oh well, now that i've got my Pansy, i can stop looking around. For the time being.

The next thing on my wish list is a pair of sports shoes. :)

By the way, have you guys heard or seen Vibram's Fivefingers? They look owhsome!! Tempted to try one, but not in the near future, i guess, coz my other Crocs is still in good shape (it's only 1-year 5-month old!) and i will have a pair of running shoes (inshaAllah!).

Remember, Liyana, buy only what you need ^_^

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Countdown to Ramadhan 2012

In light of the upcoming Ramadhan, I am posting the short videos I took of mosques I 'hopped to' for Tarawih prayer during last year's fasting month.

Allahumma ballighna ramadhan...


al-Khair Mosque @ Choa Chu Kang, 2nd night

an-Nahdhah Mosque @ Bishan, 3rd night

Looking at my state of iman, i know damn well i cant, and dont deserve, to take this step.


Yes, i was shocked to hear the request. What is this, ya Allah? A salvation, an opportunity, a reason for me to work harder to fix myself? Or something i should avoid to not satisfy my greedy, selfish, and hypocritical side? What do You want me to do???


Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde you are, ey?


But.. im reminded of 'whoever helps a servant of Allah, Allah will surely help him'.. and Rasulullah never declined a request, did he?


But this is not some personal matter! This is about serving the community! You should know better, dear self, coz you yourself have learnt what the attributes of a Muslim leader are.


Istikharah, Liyana, istikharah..


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I want to set my foot here. Seriously.

1. Mount Sinai in Egypt

To climb it and watch the sun rise.


2. Inuvik in Canada

To step into this mosque.


3. Cape Dezhnev and The Diomede Islands in Russia

To witness how life is like in the east-most point of Eurasia.


4. Kashgar in China

Id Kah Mosque filled with Corban worshipers , Kashgar, China
This travel blog photo's source is TravelPod page: Where are the Women?
To meet the people there.


Ya Allah, please allow me to go these places before I die.
I need to go on a spiritual journey.

I am fully aware of negative emotions bubbling inside me. Especially now, since the past few minutes.

I am not at peace with myself, ya Allah..
What is my motivation for waking up early?

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In response to Anonymous' comment:

I have none, actually. None that is strong, lasting enough. That is why I have been asking myself this. Am still looking for a reason.

Oh! I must tell you this!

Ok, so last night (Friday), I went to Esplanade to watch Maadihul Mustafa perform. Which, by the way, was... subhanallaaaaahhhh.... They were just so.. harmonious. The last time I heard something as harmonious as this was from the Osmond brothers (2nd generation) acapella on the Oprah Show.. a few years back.

Maadihul Mustafa's vocalists are... subhanallah~ ahh.. see? I can't even get a correct word to describe. 'Subhanallah' is all I can manage.. :)

But this is not what I want to tell you. What I need to share with is that... I saw that the Ice Cube Cafe serves alcohol! Such a blow, man, when I passed the restaurant, half-considering that I would probably have ice cream while waiting for Aqila. First, I noticed 2 patrons at the table outside.. with Tiger Beer jug. I was like, eh? Isn't Ice Cube Cafe halal? My eyes searched the restaurant's glass door. No MUIS logo. And that's when I saw a dispenser of some sort bearing the logo of the well-known alcoholic beverage.

Hmmm... it must have withdrawn its halal status long ago. *sigh* Too bad.. Too bad.. I hope the branch at Bedok Library is still Halal...?

Okay, never mind, Liyana, there's still Swensens and the Oliyve Cafe @Changi Village.

Harry Potter blues

It seems that every time after watching a HP movie, I will get all excited; wanting to read the books all over again, or watch another movie in the series. I think a lot of people feel the same way. After watching The Deathly Hallows last year, I immediately wanted to get my hands on the last two books. But typical me.. til now I still haven't bought them. I want the old cover.. y'know, when the books were first released? I don't think there's any of those left in local bookstores =(

Anyways, so after tonight's Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire on Channel 5, I went on to Youtube to relive one of my all-time favourite scenes.. The Beauxbaton & Durmstrang Entrance.. whoohoo.. I especially like Durmstrang's! (Though I still wish it could have been a little bit longer and more dramatic)







And then, I watched this video http://youtu.be/8coMsohDCS0 "50 greated Harry Potter Moments".

Yeah, I must say, the Harry Potter phenomenon is indeed one of the greatest things to have happened in the 21st century! *feeling truely amazed*     Hmm.. Star Wars must have been like this when it came out, ey?


Little Books



I first heard abt this product when a senior gave me and a couple of RR'07 team members a Little Book each; wedding favours frm a walimatul urus he attended in Malaysia. Mine was 'Hiduplah Dengan Penuh Erti'. Since then, I would browse their website occasionally to see if they've got new products, secretly wishing that one day, when i have the means, I would buy them.

Almost 5 years later, I could finally fulfill my wish. ^_^ yup, I'm happy and satisfied, alhamdulillah..!

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Attending a Handover after 3 years

I made a new friend last night. Her name is Aishah.

***

So last Friday I made my way to masjid Ghufran, to attend the Nur Ikhwan Committee Handover ceremony. At 1pm, still at work, I was already itching for the day to end. In the train, I had a wishful thinking that it can travel faster. For I could not wait to meet people whom I've not seen for ages!! Gosh, it is a rare feeling these days - me getting excited about something. It feels... nice. Reminds me that there is life out there, y'know?

Reached the ladies prayer hall and I looked around, hoping to see anyone familiar and thinking, "ooohh, maybe this girl is attending the event.. maybe that girl is a rep from another MS!" Saw two girls wearing black jubah, one of them I know as we are in the Syamail class together, and decided to sit beside them. Introductions were exhanged - the girl is Atiqah and her friend is Khairunnisa'.

Saw Fatimah after Maghrib prayer. While walking together to the al-Khawarizmi room, she asked me how I was doing. I shared that 1) I am ok, 2) I think many people du'a for me and my family that's why I don't feel down at all and 3) something about when a person dies, it is The End. So our job now is to help our family members and ourselves to do as much good as possible before the time is up. Somehow, I felt a lump in my throat when I said that 3rd thing. But it disappeared quickly when I saw Aisha Nenawi by the door. Ahh... have not seen both of them since Riang Ria Ramadhan 2011!

And more familiar faces.. Marliyana, Shaikha, 'Afifah, Diyana, Faatimah.. Liyana, a junior from NYPMS, was also there with 2 of her NYPMS comrades. Then Farzana Khamis came. Terubat rasa rindu~~ Sori lah, I was melancholic that time given the long hours of work I put up in the past few weeks and the fact that I have lost touch with many people for quite some time.

The ladies of the 9th NI Committee
Insyirah, Amalina, Iffah, Atiqah, Khairunnisa' and.. ohh.. I did not ask for her name ('Afwan!)

"Ayam masak ape?", eh, Zuib? Tak habis2 adik nih!
(and, I forgot he graduated last year. Not this year. huhu.. paiseh kejap~)
Alhamdulillah.. He has slimmed down. Musaddiq too. Keep yourselves healthy, ok, brothers!

'Afifah, 2011/2012 Secretary/Treasurer
I hope to get to know her better =)

Shaikha, Hafiza (adik kak Haslinda, who is one of the AlumNI), 'Afifah and Diyana

Fatimah, Farzana and Nilam (nice to meet you, sis!)

Diyana, Marliyana and Aisha

The ceremony itself was very simple. Too simple maybe. But don't mind me, I was just glad to be sitting at the back observing my juniors.. having small chats with Aisha, Faatimah then Marliyana.. My thoughts were here and there.. reminiscing, hopeful, doubtful at the same time. But you know what? I like to think the new 9th committee will do better. That they will fulfill the 3 NI missions. That they will try their best to actually, really, serve the Muslim students community in TP. That they will not just do 'bonding stuff' but also 'outreach stuff', 'enriching stuff', 'impactful stuff'. That they will not lose spirit midway. I will hold on to what the new Chairperson said, "if Apex can spread in 4 years, I don't see why NI can't" (please correct me if I got this inaccurate. I don't want to quote a person wrongly!) and about him going to make use of his learning experience from SPIB and Apex to steer his committee forward. Khair, inshaAllah~ =)


The outgoing Committee

The incoming Committee


Unfortunately, I could not hold one personal matter, The Silence. I thought I was doing great. Until the time to leave - it was broken. And I left with a mixed feeling. I should not say "Qoddarallahu wa ma shaa'a fa`ala", right? Coz it was not actually a bad thing. Just that if the silence was still maintained, I would've been fine. Now it will take a few days to recover. Rabbishfinii.. Zakki qolbii..

I must say, a simple thing like waiting for 969 bus at the front sideline was such a nostalgic moment! Haha.. c'mon, when was the last time I was in Tampines on a weekday evening and started to leave the place past 10pm? And the queue was super long that I just didn't care I had to stand all the way as long as I got into the bus? Felt like poly time, after TKD trainings! And, I noticed teenagers wearing TP shirts. I boarded behind a tudung-clad Malay girl wearing a green shirt - Applied Science! - and I saw that the back of her pants had that brownish dirt. Hah!, I thought, must be Orientation Week!

A few people alighted at Khatib and alhamdulillah.. I got a seat. The girl too, beside mine. And guess what I did? Dengan selambanya, I struck up a conversation ^__^ I asked her about orientation (How was it?... Is there the overnight thing?... What was the theme/storyline of AS orientation this year?... How was the Temasek Regatta?...), which secondary school she was from, what course she is in (Veterinary Technology), was it her first choice (2nd.. her first was Veterinary Bioscience in NP), what sparked her interest to pursue this field of knowledge, has she thought of a CCA to join (the Community Service Club).. And she asked me/shared with me about what course I took in TP (she was really surprised I am a graduate, not a current student. hehh), what I am doing now, assignments (is it difficult?... what about team members that do not contribute, do we strike off their names?), how to get good grades, her wanting to get excellent grades, what CCA I joined last time (I told her, ELF), where to solat and when to solat coz she worries if clash with lessons..

The best thing of it all was, for me lah, that I got to mention NI to her. Yeay! Now one freshie has heard of NI. I do not expect her to remember in the few weeks, many months, to come. Nonetheless, I am hopeful. InshaAllah, we will meet again, I said to her as she was getting ready to alight at the bustop before mine.

And so, I made a new friend last night. Her name is Aishah. =)



** pictures are from NI's FB page
From Sunday Times, 'Think' Section, page 45
(I do not know the date, sorry)

Grabbed this picture from a Farhan Yan's FB. Saw it initially via kak Maryam AR's FB.
Thought of ayah as I read the article. Tears just came after I finished the last line.
A sudden overwhelming feeling. But I managed to cut this emotion short.
Allah... Allah.. Allah...
Allahummaghfir lahu warhamhu wa 'aafihi wa'fu anhu.

break record

It is 12.35am, and im still in the lab. Nope, not at our new site, coz there, a proper lab has not been set up. Im at é collaborator's lab. In the middle of an ongoing (and very long) test.


Gotta pause after this round of imaging. Will take a cab home, get some rest, and TRY to wake up early later so that i can reach here early.. and resume early.


Yes, im feeling rather sleepy now. Feel like just overnighting here.. but no, mak kata balik. takpelah, untuk kebaikan kite jugak :)


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