Was browsing halaljournal.com's 'lifestyle' page when I came across the article below.

lalalalala.. it's the mosque in my Bucket List =)

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CANADA: Canada’s Midnight Sun Mosque

Original Article Source: Islam Online
Filed Under: Entertainment
The fascinating story of the Midnight Sun Mosque, the world's northernmost mosque, is now being made into a documentary film by Canadian filmmakers, Saira and Nilufer Rahman.
The film, to be called Arctic Mosque, will tell the story of the 4,000 km journey the mosque took in 2010 from the prairie city of Winnipeg in the province of Manitoba where it was built, to Inuvik, the most northern town in Canada's Arctic.
The documentary will also offer a revealing portrait of Islamic life in the far north.
When we heard about the story of the mosque project, we immediately thought it was unusual and would definitely make a great story for a documentary, ” Saira Rahman told OnIslam.net.
Actually, two days before the mosque set out on its 4,000 km journey, Hussain Guisti, the general manager of the Zubaidah Tallab Foundation (the Canadian charity that sponsored the mosquebuilding), asked us if we'd be interested in making a film about the Arctic Mosque”.
The small Muslim community in Inuvik could not afford to build a new mosque as prices for labour and materials in the arctic region are much higher than in southern parts of Canada.
The Zubaidah Tallab Foundation, a Manitoba-based Islamic charity, stepped in, raised funds and found a supplier of prefabricated buildings in Manitoba that said it could ship the building to Inuvik for half theprice of building a mosque from scratch in the town.
The epic journey of small prefabricated mosque grabbed international attention as it slowly made its way, by road and on a river barge, to its final destination.
Inuvik is in Canada's Northwest Territories and has a population of 3,600 people, about a hundred of who are Muslims.
Muslims have been migrating to smaller resource towns such as Inuvik in search of jobs and hoping for a better quality of life.
According the latest census numbers, the Muslim population of the Northwest Territories is growing at a rate of 300 per cent every decade,
Due to its northern location, Inuvik is called the Light of the Midnight Sun' as it experiences an average of 56 days of continuous sunlight every summer and ,for almost 30 days, it is blanketed in complete darkness every winter.
The Muslims of Inuvik follow the prayer and fasting times of the city of Edmonton.
New Perception
The filmmakers are hoping to capture the drama of the mosque's odyssey and change the perception about Muslims in a world that often responds to mosques with fear and controversy.
We hope that people who watch the film will discover that this documentary is so much more than a story about the building of a mosque, ” Saira Rahman told OnIslam.net. “It's about the forging of a unique community- and we're not just talking about a unique Muslim community.”
Rahman says that the film will show the impact the mosque has made on the small town.
The Midnight Sun Mosque as it's been named has impacted the entire town of Inuvik and put it on the map, so to speak. We hope viewers will be inspired by the positive energy and community spirit that we witnessed while filming the documentary.
The documentary is being co-produced by Buffalo Gal Pictures and Snow Angel Films, which is owned by the two sisters, Nilufer and Saira Rahman.
The sisters are currently in post production, going through 120 hours of footage, while seeking funding for the documentary.
They have launched an online campaign and the response has been encouraging.
After only three days of posting our trailer on YouTube, we got over 10,000 views, ” said Saira Rahman. “It's evident from the comments we get that people really want to see this film

"You can't right a wrong."

When kak Fiza said it, it was an affirming statement for me. It was like, before, my compass needle was swinging left right, left right.. and then, it suddenly froze, at its right position. Alhamdulillah..

Anyway, it was full house at last night's bulatan gembira. A second, since the one we had last year at kak Fiza's place. =)
Rasa bersalah tinggalkan kawan kerja sendirian. Klw kau kerja smpi 12 lebih, tentu kau suka klw ada yang menemani, kan? 'Do unto others what you want others to do unto you', remember?
Yg buat kite pergi ialah.. kite tak bercukupan utk bayar duit teksi nanti. Not this time. Kebetulan kite 'tight' sekarang ni. Bunyi selfish, eh? But i really do not mean to be. Kite minta maaf, kawan :(
Untuk sedapkan hati, kite kata pada diri, ini sesuatu yg dia harus alami.. 'a milestone' in her working life. Kite do'akan dia selamat, masih bertenaga dan masih boleh fokus utk selesaikan kerja. Tapi kan, dah dalam mrt menuju ke Kranji ni, hati kite masih kata kite sepatutnya tunggu. Sepatutnya lebih bersedia utk korbankan $30. Apalah $30 klw dibandingkan dgn perbuatan menggembirakan seseorang? Hmm...
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Bertandang ke rumah A'feyah

Buku susunan Imam Nawawi sebagai berkat untuk majlis walimatul urus Bahirah
(ada bedak Safi juga.. untuk tetamu undangan tertentu, e.g. non-muslim/non-malays)


Batch terakhir utk dibungkus. Alhamdulillah, beres pada malam itu! Personally, kite gembira sebab dapat tolong.. sebagai 'pengganti' tak dapat hadir pada majlis persandingan. Terima kasih kepada Hakimah juga.. she helped speed up the packaging at the last bit =)


Messy~ :p

Dapat rasa kurma ajwa'! Definitely the highlight of the night for me! Sukerr~
(Rupa-rupanya Bahirah baru balik dari umrah. Dan rupa-rupanya, dia bawa pulang kurma ajwa'. Tersenyum lebar kite bila dipelawa makan. hehe.. dah tak kempunan)


Cenderahati daripada Bahirah buat mereka2 yang datang menolong :) ada kurma ajwa', tahina, tasbih, batang kayu siwak, minyak wangi (aromanya sedappp dan lembut, tak kuat) dan air zam-zam. Rezki!


Buat Bahirah,
Tahniah, dik! Kak ucapkan
Baarakallahu lakuma wa baaraka 'alaikuma wa jama'a bainakuma fi khair~~
^__^

my first pair of expensive shoes


I don't like to spend a lot of money on 2 things: daily shoes and handphone.

But Pansy shoes, oh man! I've been eyeing them for quite some time! 2 years maybe? And because of my usually tight budget and my habit of sticking to my principles, i managed to squelch this desire.. telling myself to 'be patient.. be patient.. next time, k!'.

Now is the time, when i felt ready to invest a bit more on a pair of shoes. By 'ready', i mean that i didn't have the usual hesitant feeling.. i just thought 'ok. Go for it'. My only hope (with a tinge of worry+doubt, I must admit!)  is that this new Pansy shoes will last for at least 2 years. I'm going to wear them almost everyday. If it can withstand that, then it would definitely be value for money.

My previous pair of daily shoes was Crocs Women's Melbourne, which i loved loved loved very much. In Singapore, it cost a bomb! About $90! I got it at amazon.com for USD23.97, shipping fee included (to US address). That's about S$30.80. Crazy deal, right??! I was very lucky indeed, especially since those shoes lasted just shy of 1 year. (Imagine spending almost  hundred bucks on a pair of shoes that is good for only a year! Disappointing) The brown canvas body faded due to constant exposure to rain and sun, a tear on each (but at different sites) most prolly due to consistent 'force' from 2 particular toes. Lovely as they were, i realised at one point that i need shoes made from leather or anything hardier than canvas, because water seeping into my socks and feet is pretty uncomfortable. But i did not want to go back to wearing those black Bata shoes. Boringly plain!

Turns out that the current trend is canvas shoes.. many interesting fabric designs! I am particularly attracted to TOMS largely because of their company policy (for-every-pair-you-buy-one-pair-will-be-donated-to-a-person-in-need). But, no, I tell myself, another footwear easily drenched by water will not do. Although, i still enjoy browsing thru the various brands (like, Sanuk, which I just came across a few minuted ago).

Anyway, so, i began my search for versatile, waterproof, comfortable, subtly stylish covered shoes by surfing amazon.com for a few hours at a time. The problem was (and still is!) I do not know what material it is made of, if it covers my forefoot (no toe shoes, please!), if its size 8 would fit snugly (different shoe designs may require a slight change of size). Oh well, now that i've got my Pansy, i can stop looking around. For the time being.

The next thing on my wish list is a pair of sports shoes. :)

By the way, have you guys heard or seen Vibram's Fivefingers? They look owhsome!! Tempted to try one, but not in the near future, i guess, coz my other Crocs is still in good shape (it's only 1-year 5-month old!) and i will have a pair of running shoes (inshaAllah!).

Remember, Liyana, buy only what you need ^_^

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Countdown to Ramadhan 2012

In light of the upcoming Ramadhan, I am posting the short videos I took of mosques I 'hopped to' for Tarawih prayer during last year's fasting month.

Allahumma ballighna ramadhan...


al-Khair Mosque @ Choa Chu Kang, 2nd night

an-Nahdhah Mosque @ Bishan, 3rd night

Looking at my state of iman, i know damn well i cant, and dont deserve, to take this step.


Yes, i was shocked to hear the request. What is this, ya Allah? A salvation, an opportunity, a reason for me to work harder to fix myself? Or something i should avoid to not satisfy my greedy, selfish, and hypocritical side? What do You want me to do???


Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde you are, ey?


But.. im reminded of 'whoever helps a servant of Allah, Allah will surely help him'.. and Rasulullah never declined a request, did he?


But this is not some personal matter! This is about serving the community! You should know better, dear self, coz you yourself have learnt what the attributes of a Muslim leader are.


Istikharah, Liyana, istikharah..


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I want to set my foot here. Seriously.

1. Mount Sinai in Egypt

To climb it and watch the sun rise.


2. Inuvik in Canada

To step into this mosque.


3. Cape Dezhnev and The Diomede Islands in Russia

To witness how life is like in the east-most point of Eurasia.


4. Kashgar in China

Id Kah Mosque filled with Corban worshipers , Kashgar, China
This travel blog photo's source is TravelPod page: Where are the Women?
To meet the people there.


Ya Allah, please allow me to go these places before I die.
I need to go on a spiritual journey.

I am fully aware of negative emotions bubbling inside me. Especially now, since the past few minutes.

I am not at peace with myself, ya Allah..
What is my motivation for waking up early?

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In response to Anonymous' comment:

I have none, actually. None that is strong, lasting enough. That is why I have been asking myself this. Am still looking for a reason.

Oh! I must tell you this!

Ok, so last night (Friday), I went to Esplanade to watch Maadihul Mustafa perform. Which, by the way, was... subhanallaaaaahhhh.... They were just so.. harmonious. The last time I heard something as harmonious as this was from the Osmond brothers (2nd generation) acapella on the Oprah Show.. a few years back.

Maadihul Mustafa's vocalists are... subhanallah~ ahh.. see? I can't even get a correct word to describe. 'Subhanallah' is all I can manage.. :)

But this is not what I want to tell you. What I need to share with is that... I saw that the Ice Cube Cafe serves alcohol! Such a blow, man, when I passed the restaurant, half-considering that I would probably have ice cream while waiting for Aqila. First, I noticed 2 patrons at the table outside.. with Tiger Beer jug. I was like, eh? Isn't Ice Cube Cafe halal? My eyes searched the restaurant's glass door. No MUIS logo. And that's when I saw a dispenser of some sort bearing the logo of the well-known alcoholic beverage.

Hmmm... it must have withdrawn its halal status long ago. *sigh* Too bad.. Too bad.. I hope the branch at Bedok Library is still Halal...?

Okay, never mind, Liyana, there's still Swensens and the Oliyve Cafe @Changi Village.

Harry Potter blues

It seems that every time after watching a HP movie, I will get all excited; wanting to read the books all over again, or watch another movie in the series. I think a lot of people feel the same way. After watching The Deathly Hallows last year, I immediately wanted to get my hands on the last two books. But typical me.. til now I still haven't bought them. I want the old cover.. y'know, when the books were first released? I don't think there's any of those left in local bookstores =(

Anyways, so after tonight's Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire on Channel 5, I went on to Youtube to relive one of my all-time favourite scenes.. The Beauxbaton & Durmstrang Entrance.. whoohoo.. I especially like Durmstrang's! (Though I still wish it could have been a little bit longer and more dramatic)







And then, I watched this video http://youtu.be/8coMsohDCS0 "50 greated Harry Potter Moments".

Yeah, I must say, the Harry Potter phenomenon is indeed one of the greatest things to have happened in the 21st century! *feeling truely amazed*     Hmm.. Star Wars must have been like this when it came out, ey?


Little Books



I first heard abt this product when a senior gave me and a couple of RR'07 team members a Little Book each; wedding favours frm a walimatul urus he attended in Malaysia. Mine was 'Hiduplah Dengan Penuh Erti'. Since then, I would browse their website occasionally to see if they've got new products, secretly wishing that one day, when i have the means, I would buy them.

Almost 5 years later, I could finally fulfill my wish. ^_^ yup, I'm happy and satisfied, alhamdulillah..!

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Attending a Handover after 3 years

I made a new friend last night. Her name is Aishah.

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So last Friday I made my way to masjid Ghufran, to attend the Nur Ikhwan Committee Handover ceremony. At 1pm, still at work, I was already itching for the day to end. In the train, I had a wishful thinking that it can travel faster. For I could not wait to meet people whom I've not seen for ages!! Gosh, it is a rare feeling these days - me getting excited about something. It feels... nice. Reminds me that there is life out there, y'know?

Reached the ladies prayer hall and I looked around, hoping to see anyone familiar and thinking, "ooohh, maybe this girl is attending the event.. maybe that girl is a rep from another MS!" Saw two girls wearing black jubah, one of them I know as we are in the Syamail class together, and decided to sit beside them. Introductions were exhanged - the girl is Atiqah and her friend is Khairunnisa'.

Saw Fatimah after Maghrib prayer. While walking together to the al-Khawarizmi room, she asked me how I was doing. I shared that 1) I am ok, 2) I think many people du'a for me and my family that's why I don't feel down at all and 3) something about when a person dies, it is The End. So our job now is to help our family members and ourselves to do as much good as possible before the time is up. Somehow, I felt a lump in my throat when I said that 3rd thing. But it disappeared quickly when I saw Aisha Nenawi by the door. Ahh... have not seen both of them since Riang Ria Ramadhan 2011!

And more familiar faces.. Marliyana, Shaikha, 'Afifah, Diyana, Faatimah.. Liyana, a junior from NYPMS, was also there with 2 of her NYPMS comrades. Then Farzana Khamis came. Terubat rasa rindu~~ Sori lah, I was melancholic that time given the long hours of work I put up in the past few weeks and the fact that I have lost touch with many people for quite some time.

The ladies of the 9th NI Committee
Insyirah, Amalina, Iffah, Atiqah, Khairunnisa' and.. ohh.. I did not ask for her name ('Afwan!)

"Ayam masak ape?", eh, Zuib? Tak habis2 adik nih!
(and, I forgot he graduated last year. Not this year. huhu.. paiseh kejap~)
Alhamdulillah.. He has slimmed down. Musaddiq too. Keep yourselves healthy, ok, brothers!

'Afifah, 2011/2012 Secretary/Treasurer
I hope to get to know her better =)

Shaikha, Hafiza (adik kak Haslinda, who is one of the AlumNI), 'Afifah and Diyana

Fatimah, Farzana and Nilam (nice to meet you, sis!)

Diyana, Marliyana and Aisha

The ceremony itself was very simple. Too simple maybe. But don't mind me, I was just glad to be sitting at the back observing my juniors.. having small chats with Aisha, Faatimah then Marliyana.. My thoughts were here and there.. reminiscing, hopeful, doubtful at the same time. But you know what? I like to think the new 9th committee will do better. That they will fulfill the 3 NI missions. That they will try their best to actually, really, serve the Muslim students community in TP. That they will not just do 'bonding stuff' but also 'outreach stuff', 'enriching stuff', 'impactful stuff'. That they will not lose spirit midway. I will hold on to what the new Chairperson said, "if Apex can spread in 4 years, I don't see why NI can't" (please correct me if I got this inaccurate. I don't want to quote a person wrongly!) and about him going to make use of his learning experience from SPIB and Apex to steer his committee forward. Khair, inshaAllah~ =)


The outgoing Committee

The incoming Committee


Unfortunately, I could not hold one personal matter, The Silence. I thought I was doing great. Until the time to leave - it was broken. And I left with a mixed feeling. I should not say "Qoddarallahu wa ma shaa'a fa`ala", right? Coz it was not actually a bad thing. Just that if the silence was still maintained, I would've been fine. Now it will take a few days to recover. Rabbishfinii.. Zakki qolbii..

I must say, a simple thing like waiting for 969 bus at the front sideline was such a nostalgic moment! Haha.. c'mon, when was the last time I was in Tampines on a weekday evening and started to leave the place past 10pm? And the queue was super long that I just didn't care I had to stand all the way as long as I got into the bus? Felt like poly time, after TKD trainings! And, I noticed teenagers wearing TP shirts. I boarded behind a tudung-clad Malay girl wearing a green shirt - Applied Science! - and I saw that the back of her pants had that brownish dirt. Hah!, I thought, must be Orientation Week!

A few people alighted at Khatib and alhamdulillah.. I got a seat. The girl too, beside mine. And guess what I did? Dengan selambanya, I struck up a conversation ^__^ I asked her about orientation (How was it?... Is there the overnight thing?... What was the theme/storyline of AS orientation this year?... How was the Temasek Regatta?...), which secondary school she was from, what course she is in (Veterinary Technology), was it her first choice (2nd.. her first was Veterinary Bioscience in NP), what sparked her interest to pursue this field of knowledge, has she thought of a CCA to join (the Community Service Club).. And she asked me/shared with me about what course I took in TP (she was really surprised I am a graduate, not a current student. hehh), what I am doing now, assignments (is it difficult?... what about team members that do not contribute, do we strike off their names?), how to get good grades, her wanting to get excellent grades, what CCA I joined last time (I told her, ELF), where to solat and when to solat coz she worries if clash with lessons..

The best thing of it all was, for me lah, that I got to mention NI to her. Yeay! Now one freshie has heard of NI. I do not expect her to remember in the few weeks, many months, to come. Nonetheless, I am hopeful. InshaAllah, we will meet again, I said to her as she was getting ready to alight at the bustop before mine.

And so, I made a new friend last night. Her name is Aishah. =)



** pictures are from NI's FB page
From Sunday Times, 'Think' Section, page 45
(I do not know the date, sorry)

Grabbed this picture from a Farhan Yan's FB. Saw it initially via kak Maryam AR's FB.
Thought of ayah as I read the article. Tears just came after I finished the last line.
A sudden overwhelming feeling. But I managed to cut this emotion short.
Allah... Allah.. Allah...
Allahummaghfir lahu warhamhu wa 'aafihi wa'fu anhu.

break record

It is 12.35am, and im still in the lab. Nope, not at our new site, coz there, a proper lab has not been set up. Im at é collaborator's lab. In the middle of an ongoing (and very long) test.


Gotta pause after this round of imaging. Will take a cab home, get some rest, and TRY to wake up early later so that i can reach here early.. and resume early.


Yes, im feeling rather sleepy now. Feel like just overnighting here.. but no, mak kata balik. takpelah, untuk kebaikan kite jugak :)


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Pakaian yang koyak tu aib. Biarpun pakaian ada tampal sana, tampal sini, ia bukan aib. Rasulullah jahit kasutnya sendiri, tampal bajunya sendiri.


Kasut kite koyak, beg laptop koyak.. nak jahit, tapi tak terbuat2. Cepat, Liyana, aib nih!


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SMS

I've to make full use of my free SMS.


Always remember the hadith abt é 3 things, ok?


Qudwah qobla da'wah pun penting. Try, k, Liyana?


'Laa tai'asuu min rauhillah'~


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relocating

So we are moving.. guess where? Hint: im gonna be the happiest person among the staff ;D


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Sajak di dalam suratkhabar Berita Minggu bertarikh 4 Mac 2012.


Walaupun kite bukan anak didik Madrasah Wak Tanjong, apatah lagi diajar oleh Ustaz (berpapasan lalu menyapa atau disapa pun tidak), kite rasa sebak jugak.


Allahummaghfirlahu warhamhu wa 'aafihi wa'fu anhu..


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dark skin and swimming

Bila tgh belajar berenang ni, baru kite perasan muka kite semakin gelap. Yikesness!! Im in need of a sunblock! Aqila kata dia gunakan aloe vera gel (yang Fruits of the Earth punya brand); dia tunjukkan brand Banana Boat jugak. But picky me, im hoping for something that has a Halal logo on it. Haiz.. i think im gonna pay a visit to the jamu shops at Joo Chiat Complex this Thursday.


Mind you, i don't usually care about my complexion. But im only halfway thru my lessons which means the exposed skin is going to get even darker, so i better take precaution.


On a lighter note, im feeling much much comfortable in the water, now that i can float on my back and swim at the same time, and dive (although i need more practice on this). Swirling and turning my body inside the water, i feel.. relaxed.. just losing myself. Somewhat like a foetus inside a mother's womb. Have to stay alert still, coz i've not suddenly become a fish now, have i? If im not careful with my breathing, i may drown.


All is well, inshaAllah. I do want to learn some techniques on how to hold my breath longer underwater. One step at a time :)


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reciting in the MRT

I think the man sitting in the opposite row is reciting verses of Quran from his smartphone. I can hear the humming. Alhmdulillah..


*smiling in my heart*

(well, i cant actually smile to myself right now, can i? What will people think? Suffice that i feel warmth inside ^_^)


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Saya bercakap seperti budak2 dan kadang2 berkelakuan seperti budak2 tidak bermakna saya berfikiran seperti budak2.


Saya bersyukur di atas kematangan dan kekuatan jiwa yang Allah kurniakan pada saya. Allah tak nampakkan kat semua orang :)


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Tadi tidur dari pukul 10 lebih malam hingga hampir pukul 1 pagi. Skrg rasa tak boleh tidur pulak.


Hmmm....


Kite teringat,


"Awsiinii.."


Tapi.. kite dah tak ingat seluruh wasiyyah ust. :'( dahsyat, kan, memori kite? Mungkin sebab kite emosi masa tu. Yang kite ingat, perkara utama: jadi anak yang solehah.. doakan untuk ayah.


Ya Allah, i want to remember fully. What more did ust say? I do not want to miss a thing.


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makeshift bed

It's 48 minutes past midnight. Going to get some sleep. The sofa's pretty comfortable, actually. And the fan is right above my head.


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PDL

So now, in my dictionary, PDL doesn't just mean Poly-D-Lysine anymore. :) taking baby steps. But surely, inshaAllah.


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These cards were from Marliyana. There was a stack of them. 3 caught my attention; they resonated most, given the low level of spirituality I am at and the emotional turmoil I am in.

From left,

Remember Me and I will remember you. 
- A part of a verse from the Qur'an


Sleep with the remembrance of death and rise with the awareness that you will not live long. 
- Uwais el-Qarni


The best deed of a great person is to forgive and forget.
- Sayyidina Ali bin Abi Talib 

Wished I could keep all 3, but alas, I chose one that I think I need right now.

And those wise words were spoken by someone whose name I adore. =)

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Almost 3 years on

Now I am the one appraising. Feels kinda weird.

me and teaching



One day, i'm going to have to teach. As much as i say that i don't fancy teaching nor tutoring, i know that only thru imparting knowledge will i be able to revise and increase my own knowledge, expand my capacity and enrich my own self.

Right now i'm reluctant. But i've to keep myself open to possibilities. What i dislike may be that which is good for me. Who knows, when an opportunity arises or circumstances persistently nudge, or suddenly puts, me in that path, I may have a change of heart.

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Sampai juga akhirnya..~

Darul Quran, Kuala Kubu Bharu, Selangor
28 Januari 2012, pukul 4.40 petang

Cik Bakar dah lain.


Bila dengar ayah cakap begitu, rasa seram sejuk sedikit. Next to leave? Allah je yang tahu. Boleh jadi orang yang sihat pergi dulu.


Tahun lepas, Januari, nenek Hasnah.


Dua tahun lepas, Januari juga, nenek Fatimah.


Boleh jadi, mak, ayah, abang, kakak, atau Aqila. Boleh jadi, kau Liyana! kau masih belum siap2!


Mati tu benar, Liyana. Kau tahu, kan?


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I am looking at the pictures from Azizah's wedding album at FB. *sigh* I am still feeling sad that I could not attend her wedding.

I would like to hug her. I wonder when she will be Singapore.

And seeing teacher Fatimah in the pictures...... Allah..! I would like to kiss her hand and hug her too. I am forever grateful that she was my English teacher.

Ya Allah, please let me see them again~
Saw this at Hidayah Ismile's FB status..


Malay translation

Al-Hasan pernah ditanya: “Apakah itu Tawakkal?”
Lalu beliau menjawab: “Tidak ada sesuatupun dalam hati seorang hamba itu yang lebih dia percayai (berserah) melainkan kepada Tuhannya.”

Ibn Ataillah As-sakandari berkata:


ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻊ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻌﻂﺎﺀ



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Kallang (part 2)

On a happier note,

I went ice-skating yesterday! Better still, I fell! Woohoo~ *genuinely happy*

After my first-time experience ice-skating on the last day of camp, which was a few weeks back, I told myself that I will do it again once I got my pay. And I would love love love to bring abang and Aqila (kak Maya tak boleh uh.. cuba teka kenapa? *wink*). I was excited that day, coz in 2 hours, I went from holding the parapet for support to holding my partner's arm and skating slowwly+hesitantly to skating by myself (!). That's a speedy progress to me. And the bonus - I didn't fall!

I think my being able to pick up ice-skating rather quickly can be attributed to the first rollerblading 'lesson' with abang and mak. I mean, I fell a lot that time and couldn't balance at all. So since I've sort of passed that stage, the struggle was shorter in the ice-skating rink. Alhamdulillah~ Alhamdulillah~

When I reached home, I even surfed Youtube to watch ice-skating videos, despite the post-camp fatigue that was creeping in! Haha! Semangat nah!

So yesterday was my second-time, and Aqila's first. She was more scared than me. hehehe.. I reminded myself throughout the session that I needed to be patient, that now was the time for me to teach, like how my partner was there to teach me. And, alhamdulillah, at the end of it, she gained a little confidence to skate without holding anything (but with me beside her holding out my hand, just in case). =)

Sidetrack a bit - I forgot my partner's name.. =( She was a faci for another group. I actually thought she was older. But! She just graduated from pre-U2 at Aljunied. haha.. And we didn't really talk with one another before.. so I am grateful that she let me hold her hand during those crucial first moments. Skating together gave us an opportunity to chat.

You know, I wished I could stop and take pictures during both times I was there. Coz I saw things - small things - that touched my heart, or made me laugh. A big sister helping her younger sibling, two secondary-school-looking guys holding each other's shoulder so that the more experienced one could help balance the first-timer, a mother skating with her little boy and girl, a little boy skating in a cute silly manner with the skating aid.. made me smile.. ahh.. wanted to keep those instances in my head.

Anyway, I kind of thought that my 'initiation' would not be complete til I had my first fall. Even though I secretly wished I would not. And I finally did fall on my back, at 2.27pm - when I tried to skate faster.. as a result, I could not maintain my balance. I was smiling like an idiot, alright! Heh. I fell again at 2.57pm, on my front this time. Yes, I checked my watch, coz I wanted to record these down. ^_______^

This activity is expensive, so I know I won't be able to do it often. Yet I imagine myself going there on a weekday night after work, just to relieve myself. Hmmm.. that would be nice, innit?

A warning to my fellow Singaporeans - don't go there on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. They charge $20 for 2-hour session, not including gloves and socks. On normal days the fee is $14. I must admit that I was upset.. my $12 gone just like that, but I immediately reminded myself to just enjoy the day.. enjoy the session with my sister. Tak selalu Allah kasi ni'mat keluar jalan2 dengan adik =) InshaAllah.. that $12 is not a waste.

Ice-skating for the first time, on 5 Dec 2011

Kallang


Seeing this building and its surrounding reminds me of RR'07. I remember that we went here for recce. Kak Nisa' Samat was driving. I remember losing the camera and returning home very late at night. I remember the point at which I realised SOMETHING SIGNIFICANT about my parents and their support. I wrote an email to my team members a few days after that.. And I think, that recce day was when I started to feel uncomfortable about something. Hmm..

Anyway, I also remember that somewhere around here, the pax gathered on the first morning for registration and briefing, and at a carpark somewhere, the bicycles were carried off the lorry and arranged nicely by the logistics team.

You know what? Suddenly, I miss RR'07. *sigh*




The newest thing in my Favourite Biscuits list =) nyummm!

Early morning walk at Marina Barrage

This morning...





It's windy here. Quiet and calm.
Aaaahh... such pleasure~


(There's a solar park, too. I didn't know that.)


The day before, I took a short clip following my teammates to find a spot for eating our dinner.


It was past 6.30pm, and the sky was dotted with many kites. Many people, of course. So I really cherished the opportunity of a morning stroll. It was just me and my own idling.

It feels good to be able to reach home before sunset. Alhamdulillah~


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Weather

When I read novels, or newspaper clips (from Life section, most prolly), or some random articles on social interaction or motivation, I would sometimes come across excerpts stating that weather is always a topic for small talk. Y'know, to 'break the silence'. I would pause and think, really? People do that?

And so, lately, I start to notice that people do like to comment about the weather. Like, when my colleague was driving and I was sitting beside him.. and he mentioned something like.. "it's raining" "hot, isn't it?" or another colleague who said something about humidity and the weather being inconsistent. (or was it the same colleague? Heh.) Honestly, I am not interested in that conversation. But I would reply politely, go with the flow, as one would say. I prefer to just keep quiet or answer questions that are meaningful.

I wonder why can't people talk about things like..

1- So, what did you do yesterday?
2- What music do you like to listen to?
3- I was reading an article about ______
4- Do you know that _______
5- I heard you have a cat, what's its name?
6- Hey.. if you don't mind, I want to ask you about your religion.
7- Do you play sports?
8- Tell me about ________
9- What do you think of _________
10- Any interesting stuff you read from the net?
11- Oh! I bought (I watched, I went to..) ________ and it's awesome! [description, review here]

I am not saying that people are not chatting about these at all, what I am saying is when trying to bridge a conversation gap, let's pick a topic from which you and the other party can share further, rather than the weather. C'mon! Even if you don't know that person very well, surely you can find other common themes. And even if you both won't elaborate more, at least one would learn a little something new from the other and vice versa. Why talk about something damn obvious?!

Writing this, I really hope I won't be someone who brings up the weather topic in any conversation. 

I usually keep my mouth shut and look out the window during car rides. It is either because I simply do not have anything to say, or that I feel slightly awkward being in the same vehicle (the latter usually applies to people I am not close with). So I would like it if that person asks or share with me any of the above, except no. 5. Coz I don't have a cat. No pets.

Speaking of weather, I recorded a short clip while waiting for the rain to recede at Biopolis. We were stuck there for about 20-30 minutes. Last Monday. I want to show how heavy the rain was. Could hardly see the Fusionopolis building!


p.s. the gals in the vid are my colleagues and attachment students. Hee~~

The Room where I sat for a writing competition


Who would've thought I will be coming back here, after.. hmm.. let's see, 7 years?
I think, the first and last time I stepped into Madrasah al-Arabiah's old campus (now the building is Muhammadiyah's HQ) was on the day of the English essay competition. I think I was in secondary 2 or 3. On Sir Kamar's recommendation, if I am not mistaken (Eh? Mana Aszafirah, eh? For all I know, she's better  at writing stories in English than me. Or, maybe she participated also? Hmm.. tak ingat) I cannot remember what were the topics available, and definitely cannot recall what I wrote - narrative or descriptive or argumentative - and I am pretty sure I got saguhati. Hee.. What I remember clearly though, is that I did not do well, because of nerves and/or I couldn't think/create plots in my head fast enough.

Lemme try to find if I blogged about this event..




Nope, can't find any post even mentioning about it.

So yesterday I went to a camp briefing at no. 14 Jalan Selamat. We performed maghrib at level 1 (the prize giving ceremony for the English writing competition was in that hall too!). Was looking for kain, so kak Munirah directed me to the room in the video. I immediately recognised it! hee.. So yeah, was reminiscing about that day. In my memory, I somehow see Zafeerah Zakaria and Huda Ibrahim's female (younger) cousin.. Maybe Zafeerah was the rep for Madrasah al-Arabiah?

Anyhoo, speaking of Muhammadiyah.. I've bought a Muslimah swimwear. Like, finally!! *suker* Bought at Ova, Thaya brand. Expensive, in my opinion. But, 1) I guess that's the market price (even if I buy in Malaysia) and 2) I have saved up for this, so I did not mind. Aqila got hers from Andalus. Too bad that the smallest size Andalus has is 4-XL. We decided to purchase it, though, coz it is unknown when the new stock will come, and we do not want to wait. We've postponed our plan to enroll in a swimming class back in September, due to Aqila's chicken pox, her school exam, her O Level exam and my own busi-ness. So.. this December.. semoga Allah izinkan kami belajar berenang. nak fulfill sunnah ni~ =D


15 minutes after this post was published --------

Found it. I mentioned about the writing competition in a somewhat, errr.. pessimistic rant. Gosh! When I read those words.. I just thought.. wow.. I really sounded inferior, negative.. didn't I? Yet, I know that what I was feeling in that particular moment was frustration.. tired and pressured coz it was one thing after another. I wonder if my blood pressure was ever on the rise during my sec 3 year. Or maybe it was not inferiority - It was merely comparing oneself with something or someone bigger and better. So.. was I being realistic, but also a bit too hard on myself? I don't know. Am trying to analyse this note written by a 15-year old me, trying to look from the outside.

I think I've changed. A bit.




Alhamdulillah, Aqila lulus!

Kite pun tumpang gembira~



Pakai kasut hitam lah tahun depan =D

Abang's post-nikah

I was flipping thru Abang & kak Maya's wedding album at around noon today, while frying the spring rolls (heh). I realised that I like these two pictures.. May Allah bless our family with sakeenah, mawaddah and rahmah.. =')
I have always liked Abang's smile ^__^ I think it's because of his incisors. He also has a dimple.
And kak Maya looks cute when she smiles.
I love it all the more whenever I see them laugh.
Subhanallah..!

Now there are 6 of us, since 8th May 2010
(Mak and Ayah got married in May too!)

"Yeah, but.."

Am having a FB conversation with Shikin.. Been a loNg time since I last saw or even talked to her. Topics range from uni degree, working life, interest, travel, migration, money... aahh.. We have the same problems, the same sentiments!

She just tagged me in a post about a blog article on "3 reasons to travel while you're young" by Jeff Coins. Sungguh terkena my batang hidung! Ohhhh, I reeeeaaallly cannot wait!

Patience, Liyana, patience..


Lovely


I like this picture, and I like the two people here. I jussst noticed that my nose looks a bit red. I remember that I had cried quite a bit before we ate ice cream and posed for picture. Why I cried? Because I was very happy to see kak Huda, coz suddenly I realised I had missed her. I remember something else - I felt sadness too, when I was hugging her tightly. Sad about something. Quite overwhelming. Hmm..

And right now, I miss her. Saw recently on Facebook that she has given birth to a baby girl. Gosh! I think I have not seen her for more than a year!

Kak Afifah, too. The last time I saw her was... in early March. She gave birth recently as well. Alhamdulillah.. =)

Baarakallahu feehinna~ Baarakallahu feehinna~




In Time

I watched In Time movie trailer a couple of hours ago. I must say.. I like the plot! A future where people don't age past 25. Yet, those who are poor will die young. And rich people can buy time to live longer.



I am intrigued by the idea. I wonder who came up with it (director? producer?). People's imagination, ey?

Reminds me of The Island, starring Ewan McGregor and Scarlett Johansson. At first, I thought "whaatt seh.. is the storyline?" Then, I got it! Rich people make clones of themselves to harvest new organs. The thing is, they did not know that the company that does the work actually grow real, fully-formed humans. When promoting the program to potential clients, the director says that they only grow organs, or something like that.. But when someone came (I can't remember who.. a person from ethics committee, or a top-secret police), he had to explain that when they tried to grow and maintain a human (or rather, preformed human) in a 'vegetative state', it dies, and so the organs cannot be used. The solution is to grow adult humans, educate them at pre-school level so that their intellect is child-like and they will not likely to question things, and lock them in a facility so they won't know a real world exists. Read the movie plot here.

One of the scenes from The Island that made me go, "what?!" and then, "ohhh!! Now I know what's going on!" is when a pregnant woman felt she was going to give birth. So everyone was happy.. and she was wheeled into the operating theatre, where she did give birth (or was it caesarean.. I can't remember). But! The doctor immediately took the baby away, despite protests by the mother who wanted to hold him/her, and injected something into the woman's bloodstream. Then, she died. The doctor carried the baby to a waiting room, and guess what??? The exact same woman and her spouse was there! They were delighted at the arrival of their baby. Get it?

Sick, sick, sick. If this ever occurs in real life.. But I believe it will never happen. We humans will never have the ability to clone humans successfully. It is just soo complex, so awesome, that only The Creator knows how to do it. Maybe we can engineer organs and tissues, but a human being? Na-ah. But then again, I wouldn't know, would I? If Allah says "Kun", if He allows this to happen, it will. Bewildered as I will be, I must know that His Wisdom surpasses everything, and there surely is a reason. Istidraaj for the Kaafiruun, maybe?

Back to In Time.. I think I will watch the movie (online of course) when it is released. Wanna know how it turns out.
"I may be valuable. But I am not indispensable."


Lately I have been saying this to myself when at work. I still can't make up my mind whether to stick around, or move on.

childhood songs (part 2)

Mula-mula, dengar lagu Hanzalah nyanyian Rabbani kat Youtube. Kemudian, klik lagu nyanyian Nadamurni. Live performance. Allah..! Dengan jubahnya, serbannya, mata yang bercelak.. itulah trademark rijal Arqam dulu, kan? Walaupun kite masih kecil mase tu.. memori ni tetap ada. Bila tengok video tersebut tadi.. terdetik kat hati, "alangkah sopan dan cermat penampilan mereka!" Sejuk mata memandang, kan?

Selepas tu, klik pautan2 lain pula. Terjumpa lagu ini -


Kegelapan Malam - Nadamurni

Sangat-sangat nostalgic! Rasanya, tak pernah dengar lagu ni selain dari kaset. Kite ingat lagi, kite ada kaset lagu2 dari Arqam, termasuk Nadamurni. Tapi dah lamaaa hilang entah ke mana. Kalau jumpa pun, bukannya boleh dengar, sebab kat rumah takde cassette player. Jadi, boleh dikatakan, tak dengar lagu ni sejak 13-14 tahun yang lalu. Reaksi bila dengar lagu ni kat Youtube, setelah sekian lama? Something immediately clicked! "Oh..Ohhh..Ohh!! Ni dia..! Pernah dengar!"

Terharu kite tau! Dapat jumpa balik lagu2 ni semua.. sebab masa kecil dulu kite sukerrr dengar.. sedap! Dan bila dah besar ni, baru lah dapat dengar betul2 dan hayati liriknya ^_______^


Rindu - Nadamurni


Pemimpin Tiga Darjat - Nadamurni

Tak lupa juga lagu2 daripada Soutus Sofwa~ Senarai lagu2 mereka dengan kemudahan 'download' ada kat laman ni http://elfaizi.blogspot.com/2010/04/soutus-sofwa.html (kepada saudara Zulhafizi yang mengumpulkan info ini, jazaakallah!)

Required document.

I have found a course which I reeeeeaaaalllyy think is suitable for me! But!


Hmmmmm.... I do not have a mahram who is a student or applicant from that university. Takde chance ah ni ='(
And if you see point #5.. My time is running out lah, can?
Allah.. ujian.. ujian..

Saya rindu nak ke sini...
InshaAllah, soon!

Never heard of 'Hair Brushing Syndrome'

Tak sangka penyakit macam gini pun wujud!

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No Rapunzel, schoolgirl may die if she combs her hair


London, Aug 18 (IANS) A schoolgirl in Scotland has a rare condition following which she has been asked not to comb her hair too vigorously as it could lead to her brain shutting down.

Megan Stewart, 13, has a rare condition - Hair Brushing Syndrome - which means she must avoid wearing polyester or touching balloons. Any contact with electrical charges could confuse her brain into switching itself off or sending signals to her heart and lungs to make them do so, Daily Express reported.

Stewart has to dampen her hair to reduce static and lie down before combing it and is banned from participating in school science experiments.

The teenager, from Wishaw, Lanarkshire, Scotland was diagnosed three years ago, after she collapsed as her mother -Sharon brushed her hair.

Her mother Stewart, 41, said: 'I was brushing her hair when she flopped over and her lips turned blue. I thought she was having a fit, so we called the paramedics. It was really scary.'

The girl was taken to a hospital where medics revived her. It was two months later that neurologists made the diagnosis.

Doctors at the Royal Hospital for Sick Children at Yorkhill in Glasgow, believe birth complications may be responsible for the condition.

She also suffers from asthma and dorsal stream dysfunction, a problem with the connection between her eye and brain which means she can't see fast-moving objects.

But the determined girl says: 'I know not to brush my hair too fast and if I feel unwell to stop doing it. I think I know what my limits are. I don't let it affect me and I can still live a normal life.'

My first time..

To LDMM's Art Studio at Bukit Timah Shopping Centre



It was national day and Abang, kak Maya, Aqila and I were on our way to our cousin's place for Iftar. Kak Maya had to drop by her workplace to take something. Since I had not yet seen it (the rest of the family have, except Ayah), I followed her. It was my first time stepping to Bukit Timah Shopping Centre as well. Bila dah masuk, I thought "ohhhh... begini rupanya!" Not a place for retail outlets. I saw maid agencies, a pedicure/manicure shop, a shop selling shoes. I think ni memang tempat untuk service providers (like, renovation companies, music school..) and stockists.

I like the ambience of the studio very much! Even though it is small, it is bright with colourful artworks. Kinda cozy too. I just hope it doesn't get crowded, you know, when students are there.


To a car inspection center at Sin Ming Road



This was 2 days ago. Followed my colleague to inspect her car (but turned out she didn't have to. Just had to pay road tax) en route to Toyogo. Her car is not the blue one by the way. The vid ended abruptly coz a pak cik suddenly appeared from behind and said that I may be caught for taking a video. Yikes! I freaked out and quickly pressed the stop button.

A Sunday in The Lab



This was back in February. Morning of 27th. I think there were 2 things I had to do. But I remember just one - adding antibiotic to the LC3 cells.

By the way, in the video the setting looks very dark and dim, but actually it is not. And there is this one moment where I did not pick the forceps right the first time. Mind you, I was looking into the cameraphone, so I thought I was reaching for the forceps but ter-overshot plak. heh.

After everything's done, I went to masjid Muhajirin for the camp run-through.