let's talk

do you know the feeling

when sometimes

you're simply unsure who to talk to

about what is new, what is wrong, what is happening

about what you're going through

coz you doubt if anybody actually wants to listen

to your pain, complain, joy and laughter

if anybody actually understands what you're saying

your ideas, opinions, confessions and insights

n maybe, coz you're afraid people may judge you

afraid of the verdict

that you are not what you were

or that you were not what you are


do you know that feeling

when you hesitate to turn to your old friends

to confide, to share, to impart

the new experience and discoveries you've made

afraid that they may not be interested to hear all that

coz you're not in the same line anymore

just as well

when you hesitate to talk to your new friends

to tell them tales of your past

the stories of today

the dreams of tomorrow

coz you still dont know them enough


do you know the feeling

kind of lost

old friends - they dont know what you've become

and you dont want them to know who you are now

new friends - they dont know who you were back then

and you cant explain to them who your old self was

then who can you trust your feelings and thoughts with?








there's God.









oh! how many hours a day that you forget about Him?

how many seconds a day that you even think about Him?

how many times do you turn to Him and pray?


how many?