agitated

since stepping out of my house til reaching home minutes before 11pm, i felt all wrong.

i couldnt concentrate, disturbed, somehow, all the way during the meeting.

a mix of emotions.

and it escalated while i was walking from the centre to the mrt station.

reached its peak as i walked along the platform and sat waiting for the mrt. exhausted.

Ya Allah..

i seek Your guidance.

just now, i really thought i couldn't take it anymore.

what is 'it'?

i wish i can describe.. but it was too overwhelming. it still is.

i thought i was on the brink of giving up.

Ya Allah..

please, please, please...!!

and now, i just cant do my assignment. i dont want to. i cant. Ya Allah, i just cant.

Astaghfirullah Astaghfirullah
Astaghfirullah Astaghfirullah
Astaghfirullah Astaghfirullah
Astaghfirullah..