brother wants to get engaged.

I'm not thrilled. though I joked my way around.

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felt the sting when father says I know but I don't understand.

I seek to understand, ayah.

I just don't show it.

and I thank you, for the trust.

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I miss knowing my brothers.

calling one my brother but i do not know him.

calling another my brother but i do not know him enough.

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the secret keeper

the listener

no, not the golden child

but one who is always there

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the mission to do da'wah is calling

da'wah to my family

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Abang, kakak, abang, adik.. Liyana doakan kalian.. Liyana doakan kita semua..

Ya Allah,

jadikanlah kami anak-anak yang soleh dan solehah..

didiklah kami Ya Allah..

jangan biarkan kami menyimpang hingga menjadi anak derhaka..

kurniakanlah hidayahMu Ya Allah..

aku sayang kedua abang, kakak dan adikku Ya Allah..

dan aku tidak mahu mak dan ayah terluka..

Ya Allah.. janganlah Kau matikan kami dalam keadaan kami tidak direstui mereka..

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Ya Allah..

please let them know, in their hearts, that I love them.

even though I do not show it.

please let them know, that I am willing to sacrifice.

please let them know, that I seek their blessings.

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Ya Allah..

kuatkanlah aku..

aku ingin menjadi anak yang solehah..

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Ya Allah..

please do not let them see my tears.

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and I know what my next step after graduation will be.

All is well.