i did make it..ho.ho. :|

ok, so... i won..yeah! wow! bravo! duh, as if i care! the problem is..just like the quiz..i dont feel the excitement of winning! i shouldve been proud..but im not..mayb i deserve the cup..since i stood out (or stuck out??) from everybody else..but to me..i shouldve performed better.. i thank Allah though.. of course, me terharu.. thank You, Allah.. for giving me the chance to win again..thank you... la'in syakartum la aziidannakum.. yes..im grateful.. for it couldve been worst..!
BUT..but...i dunno...what's wrong with me?! YOU WERE GOOD, LIYANA..! YOU ARE GOOD! BELIEVE IT, YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU ARE GOOD! YOU CANT HIDE YOUR TALENTS..COZ PEOPLE HAVE ALREADY SEEN IT..THEY KNOW..!
hmm..the competition was a bit tight though..pelajar maarif tu bagus! lancar..isi ade..mayb intonasi suara, gaye kurang sikit ar.. mwti pon best! bersemangat..tp eye-contact n gaye tk cukup...aljunied?? haiz~~ tok sah ckp... me ingatkn cikgu amini trained dier betul2, yelah, thn lepas, pelajarnye MENGARUT!...thn nie, walad aljunied tu siap pakai school blazer..me dah seram! tp biler naik stage..my first impression went down the drain..whoosh!..tgk nota, teragak2, gaye kurang..eventually, he got the 6th place..by the way, it wasnt a BIG victory, i got 87, almaarifan 85, mwti 82/83..punye lah dekat! narrow escape ah..i think that was one of the reason i didnt feel great about my winning the competition..another factor is that me tk lancar sgt, there were about 2/3/4 times where i forgot my line..at that point..i already assumed that i blow it...but the rest of my speech... orite ah..i think my strength is the way i express my thoughts/speech..penuh gaye gitu ah..concentration..im good at that, i guess :)