prediction.

i've counted my marks. in several ways. n so, the conclusion is: im going to get 'MUMTAZ'. you should've seen my expression. i was not in a good mood all day. of course, it's not confirmed yet. but there's no way im going to get 90%. who wants to give me free marks anyway??

ust. damawiyah has keyed in the overall marks. so, it's over. i cant do anything.

dont tell me to relax ok? dont even tell me to calm down.

im doing ok. realising the fact that i've failed to achieve my goal, i know i have to accept it. i am accepting it. but reliving the numbers in my mind hurts. so people, you know what to do: distract me ok? i need help here. i dont want to dwell in sadness. it's no use. there's no point of crying over spilled milk when im the one who spilled it.