this is it!

i didnt realise how long my msn conversation was until i scrolled down the previous entry! very long indeed! hmmm...sorry people if you found it 'melecehkan dan menyakitkan mata' to read it..


so, the rumour is true after all..now i can wait peacefully for the day - the MOMENT - to come.



yep.


i can wait. yet i CANT wait.. how's that??

nervous?


-wrecked???


scared?


worried?


anxious?


want to run away?


bury yourself and not face it?


what the heck!


no, no, no! you shouldnt be feeling all that. calm yourself dude! the worst will be over soon..


*s.i.l.e.n.t. p.r.a.y.e.r.*

i know You are with me in this.
let me be strong.
if im sad, dont let the sadness stay too long.
make it go away.
if im heartbroken and depressed, dont let it linger too long.
make it fade away.

whatever the outcome,
i know You've answered my prayer well,
with wisdom and knowledge.
coz You're the All-knowing, All-seeing.
And i know it's for the best.
for my own good.
a blessing in disguise.



~ ~ ~ i dont want to break down, and cry ~ ~ ~