crossed off

i got a new wristwatch..alhamdulillah...$5.00..that's cheap! :D beli kt woodlands civic centre..
so, with that, another thing's has been crossed off my wishlist.
just now, tetibe je me terpikir nak buku harry potter, goblet of fire n order of the phoenix.. i already have the first 3 books..but then, biler fikir2 balik..tkpelah..tk payah!..hmm..bukan ape, duit tu boleh digunekan untuk perkare lain..n what i want doesnt really matter.. me sendiri nk restrict diri nie drpd jd materialistic! kite nk kene tahan nafsu nie betul2! tpkan, kdg2 me terfikir yg i never treated myself with something..klw ye pon..jarang sekali..n dgn perasaan ragu2..(klw chocolate tu lain ah! ;p)...oh well~ mayb someday i'll loosen up..but still..i cannot have what i want..coz im afraid that i'll be spoiled..*huge sigh*
basikal n discman pon me pikir berkali2..betul ke me perlukan bende2 tu semue?? surely, i can survive without those things..wlwpon terkilan sikit sebab tk dpt own one of those things..but again, tkpe..i wouldnt let my nafsu get the better of me..so, biler mak atau ayah offer nanti..me akan tolak!..bende2 nie semue temporary! tk kekal! membazir!
ya Allah! thabbit qalbi wa a'uzubika minnan nafsil ammarati bissu'..! ameen~